Ok. This is complex. I have a few best friends I have known for a while and from crazy parties, sports team locker rooms, and well consistent stories from girls (and girls throwing themselves at them like they are in heat)... I know that all of my friends have really big "junk". They all wear magnums and I know it is not just for the look... It makes me really insecure because my junk is not small, it is between 7 - 7 3/4 inches depending on how erect I am but it is skinnier than theirs (5 - 5.5) and girls always tell me that is what matters. Also my junk is not big when it is soft... So when girls want to get going I have to get hard first and I know for a fact all of my friends could probably be soft and still do work. I guess it just sucks knowing that all of my friends can satisfy someone better than I can? I don't know what my question is really.. I know "Confidence is sexy" at the end of the day and yada yada but, it makes me really insecure still. I have never had a complaint and it doesnt make me scared to have sex at all and I still act confidently... I guess in the back of my mind it is just always there. Like usually I satisfy the girl I am with before I finish, but I guess on those nights where I finish first and then have to wait to get hard again to finish her off is when I really hate it.There is nothing I can do about it... I know that. I just hate that all my friends are so "blessed"? Because I mean when a girl is getting satisfied like that she is not afraid at all to share.
I guess here is my issue... I feel like I am in a horrible middle. No one has ever complained about my size or performance ever, but then again no one has ever been at that like jungle fever status where I see girls at with my friends. I know I sound horribly unappreciative and that makes me feel even worse that I do not enjoy being me I guess? But I love my friends and I don't hate them and I do not blame them for anything I don't hate girls because I love seeing really hot girls just as much as they like seeing big dicks... I don't know what to think or how to make sense of this position I am in.
I guess here is my issue... I feel like I am in a horrible middle. No one has ever complained about my size or performance ever, but then again no one has ever been at that like jungle fever status where I see girls at with my friends. I know I sound horribly unappreciative and that makes me feel even worse that I do not enjoy being me I guess? But I love my friends and I don't hate them and I do not blame them for anything I don't hate girls because I love seeing really hot girls just as much as they like seeing big dicks... I don't know what to think or how to make sense of this position I am in.
