you kno wut man i mean honestly its to the point where ive even considered suicide to forget how fucked up ive been treated but where will that get me??? its juss so sad that we have a kid together and she dont even want to be with me or even attempt to change so we can try to be a family i mean ive taken so many punches from this girl im surprised im still standing i mean how much more of this can one man take i wish i never went on myspace and never accepted her friend request and the fucked up thing is that she realizes that her mind is corrupt but seems to be ok with it like she dont care who she hurts in her path but some day she will get hers and i keep telling her that but i dont think that it even clicks in that immature mind of hers but fuck it wut ever u cant change ppl the only thing u can change is yourself and i realize that more and more each day