Also why not ask biguy2738 about his
relationship and how he and his wife compromise
to make things work out in his marriage.
HAH! So it's YOUR fault that everyone's subjected to my long spiel. You need to be punished! LOL
Thanks for suggesting that I be brought into the discussion, 'Babe. Blkbro took you up on it and I thank him for his invitation to participate in this discussion...apologies for taking so long to start posting...
I think that I'll leave this for the end because there are a lot of things that I'll need to explore and talk about.
That said, the few bisexual men who have befriended me here seem to be extraordinarily picky about the men and women with whom they are intimate IRL. They actually seem to be more lonely than I would initially have expected. IMO - 90% of the silly OTT flirting that goes on in chat or the threads never goes any further than the internet.
Weeeeell, when one looks further afield, I must say that things go across the board...there are those who are picky and there are those who aren't. Some guys prefer to be intimate with other bisexual men because in their minds they think that a wedding ring will help prevent STD and HIV infections. They also believe that it reduces the risk of emotional attachments developing between both parties.
There are some who don't really care who they hook up with, just as long as the sexual contact is safe and nameless.
There are others of us who are extremely picky...I include myself because being bi-affectional means that there are certain things about the person and how we connect, that cannot be overlooked. At times being bi-affectional can be more of a bi-affliction. For me, it's enabled me to establish human to human connections on very deep levels and since the other person is gay, feelings start to develop and he sees the need to bolt for fear that the attachment deepens and he gets hurt because of my being married...understandably so...but for me, after all of the emotional investment, it's disappointing because I wasn't looking for anything deeper than friendship. When it comes to having a deep, loving and intimate relationship with another guy...well not all guys are wired like me and in the instance of bi men, since there's the biphobia etc., not that many men are open to the emotional aspect of being bisexual.
The easiest way for me to protect myself has been to be very clear about what I am about and what I am looking for, to take my time to get to know the other person and to pay more attention to what they aren't telling me than what they are. It kinda reduces the playing field beeeeeg time.
FWIW: My inability to be with a bi-guy in a serious relationship has nothing to do with him and everything to do with me. I'm needy & perhaps a tad selfish in a relationship. :redface: I need to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I am all he needs sexually.
...and there's nothing wrong with that, NJQT. I think that the important thing is that you know what you want, you're clear about what you want...and knowing you for you, the guy will know very early in the relationship that if he's bisexual then it would be best that he doesn't invest any more of himself in developing a relationship with you.
But do folks have to come out. Why can't you just love who you want to love when you want to love?
For me, coming out was a very big deal; it's something that I felt I needed to do and also, I owed it to the people that I love. I think that a lot hinges on the individual and the nature of the relationships.
I NEEDED to come out to my wife. Part of it had to do with me and the other part had to do with our relationship. I simply couldn't see myself going through the rest of my life feeling like I had to play "James Bond"...I had no desire to cheat on my wife, but the idea of pretending to be someone that I'm not gave me the feeling of their being "cloaks and daggers" involved in our marriage. I also didn't want to spend my future asking myself, "does she love me for me, or does she love who she thinks I am?" A lot of this is the result of the way that we relate. We have always been completely open and honest with each other so for me, to be anything but completely open and honest with her would dishonor her and the kind of relationship that we worked hard to have. I also knew her well enough to know that if I ever cheated on a guy and she found out, the fact that I had never told her that I am bisexual would destroy her more than my infidelity. Ultimately, for me, in my mind I believed and still believe that she had every right to know...just as she had every right to make informed decisions about what would be in her best interests for the future.
I opted to come out to my friends because of the way that we relate with each other. We have the kind of relationships where we are committed to getting real with each other, no matter what. Our lives have always been open books to one another and I couldn't see myself holding parts of myself and my life away from them; it stood to build walls between us and would lead to our relationships' deterioration. I am yet to regret coming out to them...
What I can tell you, from interacting with a lot of bi men for over two years, is that the decision to withhold one's bisexuality when entering into a relationship with a woman, stands to trip one up more times than not, further down the line...most especially in instances where one hadn't fully grasped that one is bisexual and then decided to repress the feelings/urges/desires. Suppressing these things stand to have a pressure cooker kind of outcome because the more that one tries to suppress all of this, the more the pressure will build and eventually the lid is going to blow.
When this takes place, making informed decisions stand to go out of the window...the person will be overwhelmed by the desires; to a large degree it will be like a second puberty and the confusion will be overwhelming. I can't begin to tell you how many older men I've come across who talk about how they regret hiding their bisexuality from their girlfriends (who later became their wives). Some continue to grapple to keep things under control while others find the years of cheating and subsequent guilt a burden that they wish that they never had to bear.
The only guys who seem to have a good handle on things are the ones who entered their relationships with a clear understanding of what being bisexual meant to them and how they were able to deal with it constructively.