Part 1 I wipe the little drops of sweat from my forehead and look back at Felix. He isn't looking at me. He's lying on his back with his eyes closed, probably thinking about all the good things he just told me. "I don't know man.", I say. "It sure sounds good, but in a way, it doesn't." "I know what you mean. It's a decision you have to make, but I can tell you. I have no regret at all." He sits up, looks me right in the face and repeats: "I really don't have any regrets at all." He turns around and without getting from his bench, he puts more water on the sauna rocks. Immediatly, the temperature rises and the waterdamp spreads through the sauna cabin. I gasp for breath, but Felix doesn't seem to have any problem, and he lies on his back again. The only reason why I don't run out of the cabin is that he's still in. I don't want him to think I'm some kind of pussy. "Oh, and about the parents part you told me.", he says. "Don't bother. They'll never find out. How would they?" "Yeah. You're probably right.", I say. "Maybe I should just do it. What the hell." Felix gets up again and looks me right in the face. I look right into his deep blue eyes, and he starts to smile. "Are you sure? I would really, really like it. I mean, there's a reason why I only asked you.", he says. "Hahaha.", I begin to laugh. "I think I know what reason you're talking about!" "No, no, no. It's not only about this.", he says and he points at the white towel covering his lap. "It's also about your attitude. The attitude and the character are most important! And yeah, having a big dick is a good extra." He again lies down on his back and I start thinking about what we're about to do. Felix is a long time friend and neighbour of mine. We're both just turned 20 and I think we know each other since we were 10. We like to do everything together, we go to school together, have the same friends and even chased the same girls for a while. We're both lucky that we've got pretty well-off parents. We both live in a nice house, and there's never a problem with money. When we want to do something active, we play tennis or take a swim in my back yard. When we want to relax, we go to the sauna in Felix' home. Today, Felix asked me to come over, because he thought it had been such a long time since we relaxed in his sauna. And, he wanted to tell me something. Felix just told me that a couple of weeks ago, he went to see his cousin. I don't really know this cousin, as he lives in his own apartment, a 30 minute drive from Felix. This cousin took Felix to a bar, and they both talked to a lot strangers. Just like me, Felix isn't a shy guy. Well, at one point, the cousin hooked up with his ex-girlfriend, and left. Felix had a spare key to the apartment, so it wasn't that much of a problem. But Felix started talking with a woman. Felix described her as having an erotic appearance, even though she was probably in her late 30's. To make a long story short, the woman took Felix home and they ended up having sex in her luxury villa. When he woke up the next morning, the woman was gone. But she left him a note and 200 dollars in cash.