Only two weeks ago I had a circumcision (not for the sake of it, I believe I needed it) and they told me I can't use it for it's best use for six weeks. For several days I thought I was going a bit nuts because all I could think about was assfucking Bree Olson, and at that point it was dangerous to get a full erection. Then I went all over the place and still can't stop watching Peter North videos. It actually sort of helps because after a while I just don't want to watch or think about it any more. The thing is at no point in all this have I even felt like grabbing holding of it and getting it over with, which I thought would be the case. Instead all I can think is about how I'll need to fuck a girl as hard as possible as soon as it's safe to use. And of course I'm just no master at picking up women, then tend to approach me (God knows why). Now that would be just fine because I tend to want to fuck those girls without hesitation, but I've got no reason to believe that on that particular night I'll get hit on. It's not the hardest thing to get these girls to put out that night (they're probably pretty desperate or something to begin with). But besides that the main problem is might not get out that night, since I wouldn't go out by myself and I don't if anyone will be able to come out with me. The perfect solution would be to get an ex, or former one night stand, to come out on date or just tell her the situation and hope for her generosity. Not looking for advice or anything (though if you feel like it go ahead), just venting because I'm horny as hell and have four weeks to go. And even then I'll easily just end up on the internet, which right now just frustrates the hell out of me.