I was seduced by a male friend as a teen and I enjoyed it. We had a fairly lengthy affair, just mutual masturbation. I no longer have a female sexual interest and find that I now fantasize about being with a man again. Unfortunately I live in a rural, red neck area and have had difficulty finding a male friend. I have enjoyed reading the various posts on this site, particularly those about mutual masturbation. I'm still optimistic about finding a buddy.