He probably isnt comfortable with it. Just suicidal to a point where he loves humiliation to make it feel special.wow...dude...you are small....but i suspect the same feeling of great sex works for little dicks as big dicks...you seem comfortable with your size...enjoy what god gave you...not much you can do about it...
Can you post a pic of you hard?
^not gonna bash your cock man. you're a handsome man, and if all women/men can see in you is the size of your cock, then they have problems. As long as it pisses, gets hard, gives you pleasure, and cums, be happy man