DOCSAVAGE: MADAME MAYBE I SHOULD MAKE YOU HAPPY=BUY A GUN AND SHOOT MYSELF IN THE HEAD.THATS WHAT YOU WANT ISN'T ?Would really make happy ?You really finding I'm dead someday ?I am talking to you,baby-not anyone here.The way I see,you would love to find I'm dead.You-not anyone else-you.You hate me,your pissed off at me.I wish me dead-even though I do not wish you harm in anyway..
BABE,YOU DON'T HAVE A CLUE AS TO WHO I AM-BEYOND YOUR HATE TOWARD ME OVER A LOT OF STUPID MISTAKES ON BOTH OUR PART.OBVIOUSLY YOU HATE MY GUTS BECAUSE I SAID SOMETHING IN AN E-MAIL YOU FOUND OFFENSIVE.YOU'VE TURNED EVERYBODY AGAINST BECAUSE YOU JUST CAN'T FORGIVE AND FORGET A MISTAKE I MADE.UNLIK I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST YOU.NOR AM I STALKING YOU-EXCEPT IN YOUR MIND.YOU WISH NOT TO TALK THIS OUT LIKE AN ADULT.PAPPY SAYS YOUR A GOOD PERSON-WISH I COULD SEE IT THAT WAY.HE THINKS BOTH OF US ARE GOOD PEOPLE,BUT YOU,MADAME SIMPLY CAN'T PAST YOUR HATED FOR ME-BOTTOM LINE.OK,YOU MADE THIS PUBLIC.YOU BABE,INSULTED PUBLICLY AND OBVIOUSLY WISH TO DROP DEAD.I ON THE OTHER HAND,HAVE NOTHING AGAINST YOU.I EVEN FEEL PROTECTIVE OF YOU,WHICHES WHY I LEFT HERE.I NEVER STALKED AND NEVER,EVER ONCE MEANT YOU HARM.PERHAPS,IN MY INEPTITUDE,HURT YOU AND FRIGHTEN YOU,BUT NEVER MEANT YOU HARM,STILL YOU AND NEVER WILL.YOU ON THE OTHER MEAN ME PLENTY OF HARM.
Sure,we are stranger-got that but honey,just I don't know you,you certainly don't know me,and your lies are just making a bad situation far worst.I think you just like anyone male to not attention on anyone else but you.You seemed to have like me once,but now everything that comes of your mouth is hate and disgust for me period.I am talking anyone,but you.I don't have prove anything ,but you might prove to me,you are generally a nice,kind human being as I once thought.I used to think you were a kind,gentle person,but your last few weeks have confused me,hurt me,insulted me,scared me and so many things other.The point is that nobody here like is,you seemed now not to like me and cooked this stalker bit to find a reason to hate me.I valued my friendship with you and threw it away because my own fears and mistrust about you.I'd like to talk this,off here,but you are just stubborn to bury the hatchet and try and make peace.I do not hate and don't to harm you-you ask Pappy on that.You want to hate me period for some stupid sexual commentary in a few letter,plus your disappointment in me,I wasn't who you hoped I was.You keep bringing this stalker crap,because it make you comfortable,and a twisted way desired -wanted.Youre the one causing the trouble behind the scenes.I do not wish you harm in anyway-you want to believe otherwise,your problem.I always to wanted to be your friend,and it take to leave to prove then so be it.Even beyond all this I still feel protective of you.You on the other hand do not feel the same about me.I think you be glad to find tomorrow I was dead-button line.Infact,if I remember,it was you that started all my problems here-you,baby nobody else.And despite this,I STILL DON'T MEAN YOU HARM.Sorry,but I wish you well always.How you feel about me is obviously clear to me.I suggest
baby,whatever you think about me you
get over it-because your wrong period about me and do have a clue as to who I really am,what about,what personal family problems I have deal with,what financial problems and so on.
I'll learn to spell,when you certainly learn to forgive and forget-talk out an adult not the rest of the children here,just go around insulting every stranger you don't know.
