Dangler: So I thought I would share this to maybe make people think a little more than I did. I am a 22 year old Toronto resident. I have always been proud of having a relatively big cock, about 8 1/5'' by 5 1/2'', and been sexually active for five years now. I have always found porn with bigger cocks a turn on as well. Over the years I have acted out some of the scenes I have seen in big cock sex, like www.monstersofcock.com etc. without much thought. I kinda thought it was normal. I was using girls left and right and it wasn't until my first bi experience that I woke up. Some girls I have really cared for and cared for their pleasure as well as my own, but most I just fucked. I thought that a making a girl scream was a good thing, making her hurt was sexy. I have made girls gag on my cock, and then pushed it a little further. I have made girls yelp as I bottomed out, and then just fucked harder. And I have pulled out just before she came and jizzed all over her face. I somehow found this attractive. Althought I consider myself straight, I knew I wanted to try a few things with a guy. Well to be specific, I was turned on by black guys with big cocks. And a few months ago I got my chance. I play on a soccer team and have got to know a very attractive black team mate. I had seen him in the shower and he was just like some of the guys on www.blacksonblondes.com, fit and hung, so I was eyeing him up for a while. One weekend the team went on a trip to Seatle for a tourney. I was quick to organize the sleeping arangments so I was sharing a room with him. One off night we were watching some porn in the hotel with a few guys in our hotel room. As the night wore on, the others slowly left to go to the clubs and other things. Soon enough it was just the two of us, and we had proceded to make this a jerking session (on seperate beds). His cock was great, probably nine to ten inches, and I was more jerking off with the thought of his cock rather than the porn. I knew he had looked at me a few times so we got into the bisexual conversation and he confided that he was bisexual as well. So to make a long story short, we started to fool around. I got down on my knees as he stood over me and I started to suck him. At first I found it pleasurable, but then he started to fuck my mouth. He was firmly holding my head with both hands and started pushing it down my throat. I was taken aback but was pretty much out of control at this point. He started fucking harder and harder and I was gaging and gasping for breath. After a few minutes I fell back on the bed completely out of air and my throat killing me. Then with out a word, he pushed me over the bed and shoved his cock in my ass. I had never taken a cock in my ass before. It didn't go very far in and I was very painful and I was yelping with every thrust. He was much stronger than I and I was really lightheaded by the previous lack of air. He was soon plunging his cock deeper and deeper. The pain was very sharp and he was soon fucking me very violently. After about five minutes, he pulled out and rolled me over. He jerked off over my face and then blew his load all over my face. He then put his clothes on and zipped up. He was like "well i'll see ya later man" and just left the room for the clubs. Just like nothing out of the ordinary happened. I am quite embarassed and feel used. But I deserve it I guess. But I learned how to better treat my lover, and I will.