Well, you are big, have a great cock, and it obviously gets rock hard and works! If having a big cock helps you improve your self esteem, congratulations--you have a big cock and can feel much better about yourself!:biggrin1: It's tough to feel good about yurself sometimes, when it seems the world around you, your background, history, etc., are conspiring to tell you what crap you are, but most of the time it is people dealing with their OWN self esteem issues. Here's the main thing--force yourself to find the good thingd about yourself--there are many, I promise. It doesn;t matter what they are, but you HAVE to force yourself to put those things in the front of your brain, to push the crap OUT of your brain. It takes alot of practice and time, but you get there eventually. If you want to feel better about yourself and your life, it takes work, but it is worth the effort. Now, on the days when you just can't seem to feel good about yourself, go ride a public bus---you'll come back feeling MUCH better about yourself and your life!:biggrin1: Everything is relative---you just have to put the equation in the right order. Hang in there, and feel better.:smile: