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Hey, I'm not really expecting responses to this; this is just a letter I want to write but cant actually give to the person it is meant for. I just really need someone to see it so i can at least get it off my chest.
Hey bro,
Two days.... two days and I wont get to see you or anyone else for two whole years. I cant believe it. For the past several months all I could think about is how excited I am to be going to Grad school in Australia; but now its actually happening and all I can think of is how much I am going to miss everyone... especially you.
You mean the world to me man and I dont think you know how much I mean that. Since I met you, you have always been there for me and vice versa. You are literally the best friend I ever had.
I cant stop thinking of last summer, when the night you randomly asked me if you could kiss me... I really wish I were more sober for that moment in time. Truth is Ive had feelings for you since the day we met. The day I met you is still one of the fondest moments I have had in my whole lifetime. I wish things continued the way they did at the beginning of last summer. I wish I were more honest about my feelings and I believe u werent fully honest about yours either. We were both scared the other didnt feel the same, or that doing anything more would ruin our friendship.
I guess it doesnt really matter now anyway, in a few days I will literally be as far away from New York as physically possible and will be gone for two years. But I really wish I could tell you all this; I wish there was time for me to be able to hang with you alone for a little while... I miss hanging alone with you in my living room and talking about nonsense until the sun came up, or my dad came downstairs to yell at us to be quiet and go to bed. But also, if nothing else, I wish I could have one last kiss, as lame as it sounds. I love you man, and you mean the world to me. Whether its friends or something more Im just grateful for all that you have done for me.
I know its a mess, and im sorry for the terrible writing, its 5am and i havent slept. just needed to blurt this all out so i could have enough peace to at least go to bed
Hey bro,
Two days.... two days and I wont get to see you or anyone else for two whole years. I cant believe it. For the past several months all I could think about is how excited I am to be going to Grad school in Australia; but now its actually happening and all I can think of is how much I am going to miss everyone... especially you.
You mean the world to me man and I dont think you know how much I mean that. Since I met you, you have always been there for me and vice versa. You are literally the best friend I ever had.
I cant stop thinking of last summer, when the night you randomly asked me if you could kiss me... I really wish I were more sober for that moment in time. Truth is Ive had feelings for you since the day we met. The day I met you is still one of the fondest moments I have had in my whole lifetime. I wish things continued the way they did at the beginning of last summer. I wish I were more honest about my feelings and I believe u werent fully honest about yours either. We were both scared the other didnt feel the same, or that doing anything more would ruin our friendship.
I guess it doesnt really matter now anyway, in a few days I will literally be as far away from New York as physically possible and will be gone for two years. But I really wish I could tell you all this; I wish there was time for me to be able to hang with you alone for a little while... I miss hanging alone with you in my living room and talking about nonsense until the sun came up, or my dad came downstairs to yell at us to be quiet and go to bed. But also, if nothing else, I wish I could have one last kiss, as lame as it sounds. I love you man, and you mean the world to me. Whether its friends or something more Im just grateful for all that you have done for me.
I know its a mess, and im sorry for the terrible writing, its 5am and i havent slept. just needed to blurt this all out so i could have enough peace to at least go to bed