For those of you that have experienced the death of a parent, or sibling, how has life been afterward? If the death of a parent, how do you deal with supporting the family and making difficult decisions? Since the passing of my father, I've tried to do my best on keeping things pulled together, but many things seem to be creeping farther apart. Some major decisions that were made early, now are turning out to be majorly bad moves. Accomplishments are turning into nightmares. Hindsight is always 20/20. I'm not sure if I should erase all of what I've done the past 3 years and start over, or if I should try to fix what i've done and where i've gone. Anybody have any life lessons to lay straight tracks?