My internship slowly ends and I have to say . Thinking about this as my way to make a living makes me depressed! 4 guys in one office! I know its barely possible to work all alone But spending EVERYDAY sitting with the same people the entire time?! I wouldnt mind one co-worker as long as I could live with him/her. But THREE? The small office becomes even more annoying! Admited, 2 of the trio are ok., but the third guy is a PAIN!!! An old chubby man that loves to sing to the radio and make cheesy puns He also has the chubby old overweight SWEATY computer sciencie guy syndrome . For crying out loud, not ANOTHER ONE! This whole office life is a pain. Your TRAPPED inside this BOX for 8 hours, sitting there the whole time and doing some boring stuff I also find the whole atmosphere of the place so FAKE! From one side everyone acts so nicy-nice, but on the other hand when the person leaves the room they badmouth that person . Another annoying aspect of this job, is the fact that the working hours are PERMANENT! Theres a Schedule set up and you CANNOT leave earlier! Even when your done with work, your forced to stay there . And wait . And this wouldnt bother me so much, if I was able to browse the Internet, but of course most of the websites I visit are blocked I can accept the lack of pornography, but even some wiki websites get blocked making the wait time a PAIN IN THE ASS! I could take out my sketchbook and draw, but for how long? I once sketched for so long that my eyes started to hurt from the sun that was reflecting from the white sheets of paper! Also I see that even if the people in the office act happy in reality, they are very depressed and hopeless. They did try to give me a few life advices They told me that I did fuck up my life so far . Yes, yes I know, What should I do? Their advice was to simply get a job and forget about studying cause Im far too old for college! Come on! Im not THAT old! Im just twenty one years old! I do know its a bit late, but not too late and besides, I cannot give up like that! If Im suppose to stay in my hometown and get a job then honestly, Id be thinking of just going out on the street and lay there on the center. So, this whole internship pretty much proofed to me that the fabolous lifestyle of a computer science expert is really not for me! I had doubts between art and computers, but this seriously was a cold bucket of water to me its not for me, no way! Ok., Im still not that confident art shall bring me to the way I want to live, but Im sure living as an artist or computer graphic specialist, would truly be much MUCH more satisfying than this! Working as a farmer sounds more tempting than this by far (no sarcasm *wink* )!