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I'm like all of you guys here. For me, I view men as sexual beings....and nothing more. I have no desire to have any relationship with another guy outside of friendship, but I still have a desire to have sex with them. Take for instance today...I was standing in line to pick up some take away at a Japanese restraunt. The guy standing in front of me looked like he had just come from a work out at the gym. He was ripped, good looking, masculine, and very sexually pleasing to my eye. The sexual side of me got really turned on (I chubbed up some), and the thought of having sex with him was there, but after a few seconds of getting turned on, it was like the switch was turned off. I was immediately turned off after I started to check him out. I saw his pecs, his body hair, and his vpl, and for some reason that was like having a bucket of ice water dumped on me.
I love gay porn, and one of my biggest fantasies is to have sex with another man. however, I feel that if I were to have sex with a guy, the second I came I would freak out and be totally disgusted with myself and with what I had done. I have similar feelings after I cum from watching gay porn, just not as strong. I know some will say that I'm just deep in the closet, but I'm really not.
In my mind women= sensuality, love, sexuality
men= animalistic sexuality
Exact same for me bro! All a guy that I'm lusting after has to do is open his mouth and start talking, and I lose interest immediately. There is absolutely no emotional connection there at all for me (like I have with women).
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