Hi
I been thinking about it for long enough so I finally decided to do it
Let me start by making a confession of some sorts
I'm a loner and introvert I don't have any friends at all
I remember having a single friend when I was in junior school but after that we went to separate schools and for whatever reason I became the shy and quiet
I was never quite bullied but I was always alone
On the rare occasions some tried to talk to me for some reason I use to freeze up and say just some random crap, I became known as the crazy one by others
I use to berate myself afterwards for screwing it up, I soo wanted to make others realise I'm not such a bad person for everyone to constantly avoid me for no reason
I use to look at other with such Envy and awe at how they were able to talk and interact with others and use to imagine what it would be like to have others know my name and what it would be like to have friends
I know it's sad I know
It's now got to the extent I'm very much considering there's something actually very wrong with me, why can't I be like others why can't I be normal like everyone else is
I never did get the hang of the whole making friends thing
I guess the reason I'm making this thread is because I would love to hear from others if there any others out there on here like me who are similar situation and those who were and how do you deal and cope with the feeling of loneliness the feeling of everything I guess
I been thinking about it for long enough so I finally decided to do it
Let me start by making a confession of some sorts
I'm a loner and introvert I don't have any friends at all
I remember having a single friend when I was in junior school but after that we went to separate schools and for whatever reason I became the shy and quiet
I was never quite bullied but I was always alone
On the rare occasions some tried to talk to me for some reason I use to freeze up and say just some random crap, I became known as the crazy one by others
I use to berate myself afterwards for screwing it up, I soo wanted to make others realise I'm not such a bad person for everyone to constantly avoid me for no reason
I use to look at other with such Envy and awe at how they were able to talk and interact with others and use to imagine what it would be like to have others know my name and what it would be like to have friends
I know it's sad I know
It's now got to the extent I'm very much considering there's something actually very wrong with me, why can't I be like others why can't I be normal like everyone else is
I never did get the hang of the whole making friends thing
I guess the reason I'm making this thread is because I would love to hear from others if there any others out there on here like me who are similar situation and those who were and how do you deal and cope with the feeling of loneliness the feeling of everything I guess