HI GUYS: Here goes it. I am a little shy around men. I was raised in a single parent home by, yes mom. I live in South and in the bible belt. In school we dress for PE but do not take showers here. So I have never been around many naked men. The most I have seen is here on the internet watchin secret porn alone with my right hand. Once when I was 17 I had intercourse with a cousin, yes a cousin. We both just wanted to know what it was like. All I knew was the missionary position. I get turned on by men and think alot, and I mean alot about cocks. What it would be like to suck one, lay with a man, and what would you do? Is hugging and kissing ok? Or is it just sucking and getting it up you rear end? I don't know how to find or approach any guy about this. Al my friends just talk about getting pussy and act like the rest is bad. Al they do is talk about the fags out there. Where can I look for a guy to teach me without running his mouth or puting me dow or BEATING the hell out of me for being "that Way"? I hope for some good sound advise from both the gay and homosexual communities. I know I an nieve, but mom kept her thumb on me, and I just graduated this month from high school. I pray this is the right place to find sound advice. Thanks guys.