- tw31,
Hey everyone,
Lately, it seems a lot of things in my life have taken a wrong turn and I feel like I've come to a dead end with no where to go. A little background of my life lately, I've been in a relationship for about 2 months that's going through a rough lapse at the moment. It's too the point now where my boyfriend doesn't know where we stand anymore.(He's not out, and isn't ready yet) I've realized my mistakes and put myself in his shoes, which is something I've should of been doing the entire time. I love him with all my heart, and I've done nothing but think the last two and a half days to try and figure out what I should be doing to turn things around.
Education wise, I'm about to turn 20 and in my 3rd year of college. I'm not exactly enjoying the program I'm in anymore, and I've kind of lost hope. I don't see myself in this type of industry, and I feel almost very pushed away from many people in my class. Attendance wise, I haven't even felt the urgency or need to go. That goes the same way for my assignments. I knew near the midpoint of my second year of college that this wasn't the program for me, as I have my mind set on something else, which I plan to take when I graduate from this current one. The only reason why I'm staying in this program, is because I don't want to be that person, who quits or drops out. I want to get through it, and improve my skills.
With all this in mind, I was just wondering from anybody if you've got any tips, advice, encouragement. How you keep yourself's active, and what your routines are etc etc. I know everyone isn't exactly a mental therapist by any means, and I'm not looking for attention for pity. I'd just like to hear everyone's opinions and take them as positives to help guide myself in a right direction.
I appreciate to whomever took the time to read this as well.
Thanks
Lately, it seems a lot of things in my life have taken a wrong turn and I feel like I've come to a dead end with no where to go. A little background of my life lately, I've been in a relationship for about 2 months that's going through a rough lapse at the moment. It's too the point now where my boyfriend doesn't know where we stand anymore.(He's not out, and isn't ready yet) I've realized my mistakes and put myself in his shoes, which is something I've should of been doing the entire time. I love him with all my heart, and I've done nothing but think the last two and a half days to try and figure out what I should be doing to turn things around.
Education wise, I'm about to turn 20 and in my 3rd year of college. I'm not exactly enjoying the program I'm in anymore, and I've kind of lost hope. I don't see myself in this type of industry, and I feel almost very pushed away from many people in my class. Attendance wise, I haven't even felt the urgency or need to go. That goes the same way for my assignments. I knew near the midpoint of my second year of college that this wasn't the program for me, as I have my mind set on something else, which I plan to take when I graduate from this current one. The only reason why I'm staying in this program, is because I don't want to be that person, who quits or drops out. I want to get through it, and improve my skills.
With all this in mind, I was just wondering from anybody if you've got any tips, advice, encouragement. How you keep yourself's active, and what your routines are etc etc. I know everyone isn't exactly a mental therapist by any means, and I'm not looking for attention for pity. I'd just like to hear everyone's opinions and take them as positives to help guide myself in a right direction.
I appreciate to whomever took the time to read this as well.
Thanks