Please be careful. I've recently made some facebook friends who are Turkish. I'm not sure why they befriended me but I've heard that turkish men have sex with men but they dont consider that homosexual. They do consider that men who only have sex with men are a big cultural no no. Turkey is a mostly Muslim country. Please be careful and long life to you.
Don't regret loving him but don't be bitter and shut your heart either. You deserve to be happy and you won't be happy as long as you mull over what rent wrong. You'll stay focused on the past and the hurt will keep your heart closed. Move into your own future.