Finally lost my v card and it was awesome. I had a few chances in the past but turned them down because they didnt feel right. I wanted to lose it together with a beautiful girl (that made it hard finding the right girl), and i didn't want it to involve alcohol. I really wanted to wait for a great time to lose it and I am glad I did. I grew up in a house strongly against sex before marriage and it was hard to fight that and change my mentality. Found an absolute babe one day and started hanging out for a couple weeks. I wanted to try a few new things with her so I just brought her back home and went with it. We fooled around pretty much every day. IT was hard to get her pants off but she always took care of me orally or by hand. After a few days i started fingering her and went for the gold. Wouldnt let me put a condom on. Then the next day she asked me to put one on and we ended up having intercourse. Realizations: -It didn't even seem like a big deal doing it for the first time -It seemed kinda painful and bloody for her -A condom blocks ALOT of sensation -It was kinda hard to get my dick in the hole. -If I rammed she would wince in pain -I was worried about the condom falling off because i didnt know how well they stay on so i kept it pretty slow and gentle which seemed pretty good actually. We tried a few different positions. -She isnt on bc so i came outside of her. Ive never cummed so far in my life. I almost hit myself in the face! honestly it was an awesome experience for me, but the sensations didnt seem all that. I guess we need a little more practice to make it better. Although the girl keeps tellin me she enjoyed it a lot! We are both kinda paranoid about pregnancy so we kinda went back to just foreplay till she gets on the pill. Definitely brought us close together.