Met this girl around last september and after a prolonged courtship we became a couple in May. Chemistry was intense and we got together. All I was looking for in a woman. Problem is shes also the tightest girl I ever had sex with. Im 8 X 8. I went from being "the man of her dreams" to being called a "sex maniac" whenever she saw the jar of lube in my hands. Penetration was impossible otherwise. Funny thing is this girl had plenty of experience but I could barely get 2 fingers in her while the girl I was with before although a virgin could take 3 fingers inside her before we ever had sex! Needless to say I became very unhappy with the situation because I love this woman very much but shes too conservative to let me do what it takes to make sex happen properly. Ended up putting lube in my mouth when she wasnt looking and working it into her orally couple of times before I penetrated. She wanted to marry me when we first got together and is the first woman I ever considered for this. Exactly 40 days later (and nights in my bed) she announced from nowhere that she cant continue romantically with me and not ready for "this kind of relationship" (your guess is as good as mine). I fell into a serious depression after and am just coming around after 2 months from the day. Sent flowers for her bday and got a sms text saying shes with someone else now. I feel like the difficulty in sex frustrated this girl and drove her away from me. Turned down dream job offer because cant stand to be in same country with this woman. Leaving for Cameroon end of this month to build houses for a couple of years and maybe get my peace back.