joyboytoy79 said:
The longer you go without adequate sleep, the more skilled you become at feigning a level of functioning. I, for example, proof-read most of my posts 3 times before submitting them, only to re-proof them a few minutes after submission and finding a bazillion spelling errors. This is not "functioning", but it appears to be!
Oh, so true! Some of my longer posts take literally hours because it takes so long to proofread, and I STILL often find typos after the editing time is up *cries*.
I drive in the slow lane.
I rarely go to groceries or Wal-Mart during the day because I know how likely it is that I'll go off on someone.
Can't hold a real job anymore.
I've just given in to insomnia as a fact of my life. Like Sorcerer, it's been a lifelong curse. In my case, I do believe it's related to the chemical imbalance that led to my addiction to alcohol- removing the alcohol doesn't cure the imbalance that was there to begin with. I'm extremely fortunate that I don't seem to suffer the common "depression" that so frequently accompanies insomnia, but it is limiting on my productivity. I can take pills to manage it, but then they have other side effects that are even less tolerable.
Looks like I'm going to be a self-employed bitch that haunts the interweb for a while.