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Discussion in 'New Member Introductions' started by Bbucko, Jul 5, 2007.

  1. Bbucko

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    I joined LPSG in order to access the pix posted but until recently never really had much to add so I stayed a lurker, visiting often.

    My name is Brent, you can call me Brent or Bucko as you see fit. I'm 47 years old, live in South Florida and have lived thirty years as an out gay male.

    I tested HIV+ in 1996, but believe my infection occurred in the late 70s or early 80s. By the time I was tested I was very sick, but have bounced back and am now doing great.

    As far as penis size goes (and I can't seem to figure out how to upload pix into a gallery), I'm just a smidge under 8" hard, nicely proportioned. I've always said that it's not huge, it's just bigger than most. Maybe because I'm rather short (5'6), it looks bigger. But I'm really happy with it :biggrin1: .

    Sexually, I'm 100% anal top. I'm kind of a control freak and find bottoming/being submissive very difficult, much as I appreciate it in others. Orally I prefer to give rather than receive. Most guys are terrible cocksuckers (although I'm pretty gifted, actually) and find it a waste of time. I am also into consentual rough play but have no interest in causing unintended pain.

    I am a strict practitioner of serosorting for anal sex. This means that I only hook up with poz guys for fucking, but have many scenes and will play with negs provided no anal is expected. I always disclose my status, period.

    My nipples are hardwired to my penis and can go for hours with constant stimulation. As I edge, powerful body orgasms can shudder through my body. It's actually my favorite thing in the whole wide world :biggrin1: .

    I have always considered myself a repressed bisexual. I've had sex with two women, but hundreds (and hundreds) of men. I prefer straight porn 95% of the time. I find it much more erotic, more immediate, more intimate and much nastier. Although 10-20 years ago I was a lone wolf in this regard, these days I'm finding many more gay men open to the idea of enjoying straight porn together. If the sex is really as it should be, the porn becomes irrelevant anyways.

    Although I really enjoy pushing boundries, I also respect them in others. Personally I draw the line at blood and shit. As much as I can appreciate the eccentricities of others, some things are just beyond the pale.

    I am an active member of AIDSmeds.com (Bucko) and Manhunt.net (Buckob). I look to one for support and info, I use the other for hook-ups. I'm here to chat, be friendly, and share my writing.

    I share a blog with four other guys which focuses on HIV from a political, activist and sexual point of view. Although over the two years we've been publishing I've published essays on a range of topics and issues, I tend to write autobiographical, first-person narrated accounts of sex and passion. They are well-regarded and, when I publish regularly, can get as many as 10,000 hits per month.

    Thanks for reading-

    Brent
     
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    Welcome, Bbucko. Looking forward to more of your posts and possibly accounts you mentioned.
     
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    Great post, Brent. Kudos for kicking HIV in the ass and showing great resilience and longevity. Your 'full disclosure' policy is also to be applauded for obvious reasons, and based on your personality and 'assets' (8 inches on a 5'6" frame??), I'm sure that you keep busy.

    Welcome aboard.
     
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    Welcome! Someone as intelligent and articulate as yourself will be an appreciated addition to the LPSG dialog. :smile:

    Pleased to meet you!

    ~Amie
     
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    Welcome!

    This is one of the most interesting introduction threads I've read.

    BTW, AIDSmeds.com is a great site for those of us who are not HIV+ because the drug interaction checker is first rate. Otherwise, it's just a great website, period.
     
  6. Bbucko

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    Thanks for the welcome!

    AIDSmeds is the best place for HIV info and support on the web, period. I have a strong base of friends there and am a respected senior member.

    I've never thought of using the interaction checker for meds other than antiretrovirals, but that's a great idea.

    I keep as active as I see fit. Sometimes I'll hook-up several times in a week, sometimes I'll go a month. But, yeah, a hardy top late at night on Manhunt here in Ft Lauderdale pretty much gets pick of the litter :cool: .

    I also have a pretty casual network of a few fbs available for booty calls or meeting up for a couple of beers.

    BTW- my signature contains a link to my blog. I'm trying to get my pal/associate Matty (who moderates the blog) to archive by tags or author in addition to month posted, but so far it's not been his priority.

    I publish under the name Bucko. The latest article is from our newest member/contributor (not me). My latest series, which began in May 2006 has a long title (but I love long titles) and involves a pun on Manhunt:

    Deep Inside Mancunt, or Titpig's Adventures In Barebacking.

    There are seven chapters in the series, and have at least two more to write and publish. After that I might start a new series or I might pick up on the story of how I came to live in Paris from 1990-92.

    Thanks, again for the warm welcome.
     
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    Welcome to LPSG Bbucko!

    You sound nice and smart, qualities which are always welcome here. I'm too am glad you have kicked HIV in the butt.

    What she said :smile:
     
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    welcome, bbucko, great post.
    esp. the part about the porn, i just like watching people fuck.

    -meat
     
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    Indeed!
    :wink:
     
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    Welcome to the group!
     
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    Welcome to LPSG. What a great introduction post.
     
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    Wow! Welcome to the group, Brent! What an amazing and deeply shared introduction - THANK YOU! Your membership is a great blessing to this site, I for one hope that you will become a prolific poster - I look forward to learn more about you, your opinions etc. I am terribly sorry to hear that you are HIV+, but rest assured that you are among friends where you will find much care and support.

    Once again, welcome! I wish you all of the very best!
     
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    Welcome, Bucko, glad you like it here.
     
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    Welcome, you are certainly a nice addition to LPSG and I look forward in reading many more eloquent posts.

    Deb
     
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    Thanks again to all who replied.

    I have finally figured out how to post a pic in the gallery. My curiosity usually overcomes any technological handicap eventually.

    I look forward to entering into the discussions.
     
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    Fascinating intro, Bbucko.
    I'm sure you're going to be a prominent poster with expertise in some really useful areas.
     
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    Welcome, Brent! Looking forward to your posts...:smile:
     
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    great intro brent ... open, warm, intriguing and inviting. welcome to posting in the group.
     
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    Welcome, Bbucko! Like your intro a lot. Sounds like you're a really with it, sexy and horny guy! Love the pic. Hope you can figure out how to post more.

    Uncle:smile:
     
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