I am a very lusty person overall and it has gotten me into trouble. I love sensual things - smells, tastes, sights, sensations, sounds - I can be quite overcome by it all. Sex combines all those sensations and when I feel sexual lust, I have been known to make some bad choices in the past. When I'm in love - my lust for the my lover can be overwhelming. I have had to learn to self-talk, so that I don't feel too rejected if he doesn't reciprocate as much as I would like him to. But if he does....oh if he does....if he expresses a lust for me that meets my desire - it's amazing. The sex is amazing. The connection is amazing. The power is so strong that I find the lust growing even in the middle of sex. It is the most incredible feeling in the world. But if the lust from his direction lags, or worse seems directed at someone else, *poof* mine is gone. Disappears. He won't get it back.
Sometimes I wish that I was less. I think my life and relationships would be so much easier if I didn't feel this way and didn't have this desire to devour the world.