Hey guys,
you may remember me posting here before about my bisexual/gay feelings. I'm feeling really crappy today, I just turned 19 and still have progressed no further in exploring that side of myself. I realize that it isn't something that you can force but I just feel like it is constantly nagging at me. I feel like a fraud. How am i supposed to seek an experience with another guy when I never have before?
I even came to the point the other day where I thought I was just going to tell my parents that i was bi this Christmas just to see if it lifts some of my inhibitions.
I'm worried that I will never express this side of myself and live miserably, its not as if I'm repressing it, I ADMIT that I'm attracted to other guys, I have even told some friends. I just can't seem to get past that barrier of actually doing something about it.
Any advice?
Slamdunk_dude
you may remember me posting here before about my bisexual/gay feelings. I'm feeling really crappy today, I just turned 19 and still have progressed no further in exploring that side of myself. I realize that it isn't something that you can force but I just feel like it is constantly nagging at me. I feel like a fraud. How am i supposed to seek an experience with another guy when I never have before?
I even came to the point the other day where I thought I was just going to tell my parents that i was bi this Christmas just to see if it lifts some of my inhibitions.
I'm worried that I will never express this side of myself and live miserably, its not as if I'm repressing it, I ADMIT that I'm attracted to other guys, I have even told some friends. I just can't seem to get past that barrier of actually doing something about it.
Any advice?
Slamdunk_dude