Making myself a monster

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My first real time real life blog story. I survive on your comments XXX!
This is today's first entry feb 18 2018 about what I'm doing to myself. I want to transform myself.
If you guys keep interested, I can blog as I change and grow. XXX ;-)

Hi guys!
So if you’ve checked out my galleries you can see that my cock is not small or even average in length or girth. I’ve never thought of enlarging and although I’ve used cock rings for stamina I’ve never ever done anything to enlarge.

About 6 months ago, I just had an impulsive thought: Why don’t I try to make my penis bigger. My thinking is that I want to absolutely push beyond the limits of natural length and expand way larger, thicker than any human partner would ever need and above what they’ve imagined possible. I’m focussed, driven and obsessed by this quest. I thought of it and so many people have told me that it’s pointless for my partners because of my already huge size. They couldn’t get any more pleasure anyway. But I don’t care …. no, this isn’t for any useful purpose, it’s my challenge to grow my genitals larger, bigger, thicker, longer and to keep pushing.

Firstly, I wanted to get biology on my side. I went to this «anti-aging» clinic in the US and the doctor prescribed me these meds in cycles, with injections etc … Human growth hormone, Very large doses in cycles of testosterone and a bunch of vitamins. In addition, regular doses of cialis to maximize even resting state blood flow through my organ and maximize size of erections. He prescribed 1-2x/week an injection into my penis of TriMix - an erection drug … to expand all my cock tissues and compartments along with my glans (head to the incredible maximum). This doctor made all legit … but I told him straight up that I want to enlarge my penis in length, girth, shaft, head, all past any sense of «normal». He actually is taking an interest (partly personnal, I think the whole thing excites him. I think he’s attracted to men … penises anyway. I think he want’s to see this happen … he was professionnal and warned me even in writing and made me sign waivers. He measured me every which way and will see me in 9 months. I’m on a mission and driven.

In addition to the meds, I stretch, squeeze, stroke, jerk, using three separate enlargement exercise programs and do it regularly with discipline. I think it’s partly the hormones but I’m more agressive and super super horny almost all the time. Because of my size, I can’t hide an erection so I have to take a break and ejaculate about every 2 hours during the day time. I’ve noticed too that my semen production is abundant and my ejaculation contractions very powerful … often making at least a few of my daily ejaculation breaks quite messy (wall, ceiling etc … I try to use the same stall.)

I’ve definately noticed that I’m bigger. Flaccid size (even when I use ice water to make it as small as possible is growing. Length cold soft was the first change … longer. Now totally cold soft girth is also noticibly growing. At normal temperature, for sure, it’s growing.
It feels like a second puberty …. Erections reach incredible proportions … but I want to enlarge more.
I love the feel of growing. I love noticing my genitals more bulging every day.

My penis, longer, creeping more and more down my leg.
My athletic boxers have a clear stretch in the left leg from my shaft regular, constantly all day and soft - stretching the material.
My comfy jeans already had a worn out whitish bulge spot from my dick…. but I’ve noticed its getting larger and showing wear moving down the inside of the left jean leg.
When I’m alone (for fun) or with sex partners …. I amuse myself intentionally breaking condom after condom just as a display of my size.
I love the feeling and am sharing it with you. If I concentrate I can feel it I swear …. my genitals are enlarging every moment.

Today, I’ve ordered some cock rings for growth. Some metal and flexible. I was shocked and impressed when I measured myself to fit them! I hope they make me even larger. I read they can expand girth. I want to be thicker. I want to be so enormous in every way …. then I want to grow MORE!

This is my first story. Please please read up and it would be so hot if you guys followed my progress. Please send me your private comments …. they make me cum I adore them so much!

Check out my galleries («before» gallery!). That’s my before cock!

There are so many things I could talk about going through this … GOD …. why don’t you guys send me a private message requesting me to cover or describe anything you want to know.

XXX ;-)
 

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My monstrous oral fixation

As my mission to grow my cock massive (longer and thicker) continues. I’m totally consumed with my own body and discovering my self as I grow more. Orally pleasuring my own penis with my tongue and mouth is actually hyper erotic and an incredible feeling. I don’t know how many of you have been able to practice this on yourselves but let me say it is a gift that keeps on giving.
I’m able to lick my own cock and if I get in position, I can totally suck myself off and ejaculate my enormous load into my own mouth. Without too much force, I can lick my entire foreskin, all around the glans (big head) by just sitting on my bed, tensing my back and neck muscles to flex more and leaning forward … since I can do this by making minor adjustments from sitting casually, I’ve seen so many people just drop their jaw and gasp for air in amazement. For best orgasm from licking my own cock, I find it’s best to be totally naked with my big balls out and everything.
When I want to give myself a deeper, complete self blowjob, I roll backwards and curl up on my back with my head tilted forward in anticipation. Then, I bring my legs all the way around, curl my head, neck chest, abdomen very tightly. At this point, my genitals are scrunched against my face and on a good day I can kiss my lips to my pubic bone (ah to be 18 again would make it so much easier). Usually, I’ll start with a little self-handjob to get erect. I actually can fuck the back of my own throat fairly forcefully if I want.
In the past two weeks with my cock becoming longer and longer, I’m sneaking a lick or suck here and there … including during my ejaculation breaks in the men’s room stall. ;-)
 

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However, I think it's more fun to suspend disbelief, fully engage in it with me here and go along for this ride.
Those with me, read it again, engage with me fully in PMs or on forum and I can feel amazing developments here.
XXX ;-)
 
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My first real time real life blog story. I survive on your comments XXX!
This is today's first entry feb 18 2018 about what I'm doing to myself. I want to transform myself.
If you guys keep interested, I can blog as I change and grow. XXX ;-)

Hi guys!
So if you’ve checked out my galleries you can see that my cock is not small or even average in length or girth. I’ve never thought of enlarging and although I’ve used cock rings for stamina I’ve never ever done anything to enlarge.

About 6 months ago, I just had an impulsive thought: Why don’t I try to make my penis bigger. My thinking is that I want to absolutely push beyond the limits of natural length and expand way larger, thicker than any human partner would ever need and above what they’ve imagined possible. I’m focussed, driven and obsessed by this quest. I thought of it and so many people have told me that it’s pointless for my partners because of my already huge size. They couldn’t get any more pleasure anyway. But I don’t care …. no, this isn’t for any useful purpose, it’s my challenge to grow my genitals larger, bigger, thicker, longer and to keep pushing.

Firstly, I wanted to get biology on my side. I went to this «anti-aging» clinic in the US and the doctor prescribed me these meds in cycles, with injections etc … Human growth hormone, Very large doses in cycles of testosterone and a bunch of vitamins. In addition, regular doses of cialis to maximize even resting state blood flow through my organ and maximize size of erections. He prescribed 1-2x/week an injection into my penis of TriMix - an erection drug … to expand all my cock tissues and compartments along with my glans (head to the incredible maximum). This doctor made all legit … but I told him straight up that I want to enlarge my penis in length, girth, shaft, head, all past any sense of «normal». He actually is taking an interest (partly personnal, I think the whole thing excites him. I think he’s attracted to men … penises anyway. I think he want’s to see this happen … he was professionnal and warned me even in writing and made me sign waivers. He measured me every which way and will see me in 9 months. I’m on a mission and driven.

In addition to the meds, I stretch, squeeze, stroke, jerk, using three separate enlargement exercise programs and do it regularly with discipline. I think it’s partly the hormones but I’m more agressive and super super horny almost all the time. Because of my size, I can’t hide an erection so I have to take a break and ejaculate about every 2 hours during the day time. I’ve noticed too that my semen production is abundant and my ejaculation contractions very powerful … often making at least a few of my daily ejaculation breaks quite messy (wall, ceiling etc … I try to use the same stall.)

I’ve definately noticed that I’m bigger. Flaccid size (even when I use ice water to make it as small as possible is growing. Length cold soft was the first change … longer. Now totally cold soft girth is also noticibly growing. At normal temperature, for sure, it’s growing.
It feels like a second puberty …. Erections reach incredible proportions … but I want to enlarge more.
I love the feel of growing. I love noticing my genitals more bulging every day.

My penis, longer, creeping more and more down my leg.
My athletic boxers have a clear stretch in the left leg from my shaft regular, constantly all day and soft - stretching the material.
My comfy jeans already had a worn out whitish bulge spot from my dick…. but I’ve noticed its getting larger and showing wear moving down the inside of the left jean leg.
When I’m alone (for fun) or with sex partners …. I amuse myself intentionally breaking condom after condom just as a display of my size.
I love the feeling and am sharing it with you. If I concentrate I can feel it I swear …. my genitals are enlarging every moment.

Today, I’ve ordered some cock rings for growth. Some metal and flexible. I was shocked and impressed when I measured myself to fit them! I hope they make me even larger. I read they can expand girth. I want to be thicker. I want to be so enormous in every way …. then I want to grow MORE!

This is my first story. Please please read up and it would be so hot if you guys followed my progress. Please send me your private comments …. they make me cum I adore them so much!

Check out my galleries («before» gallery!). That’s my before cock!

There are so many things I could talk about going through this … GOD …. why don’t you guys send me a private message requesting me to cover or describe anything you want to know.

XXX ;-)
I'll follow as well. I have a normal sized member, but started using testosterone cream a year or so ago. And, I use Trimix of ED as I'm 75. Current sex acticity is 1.33 times a week. Not bad for 75 year old. About a year ago my wife mentioned I was larger in girth. Thiw was her spontaneous comment, not prompted my me. Sex is better than ever. Well, maybe my memory fades for some very earier years.
 

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Hi! Well, I haven't been able to sleep more than 1-2 h a night in the past weeks. I'm feeling something, some sexual power over me. I'l admit to having received superhuman doses of human growth hormone and androgens (testosterone) in the past month or so. I'm CONSTANTLY on LSPG and other sites, jerking off all the time (even now taking 3-4 CUM breaks per work day) .... my doctor put me off work (AND I'M SOOO GLAD) because ever since, I've been off work, it's been SEX SEX SEX!! I'm bisexual! but I put some ads in the straight section of the paper and .... OH HOLY FUCK!! The women who answer! I don't even have to put in much effort as I did before in foreplay and oral (although I do ... because I WANNA FUCKING BLOW THEIR BRAINS OUT WITH CUM) ... they ALL cum Over and Over again!!! I've still been GROWING ... those girls love my GIRTH ... but I'm breaking the mould here!
....Just a sneak peak of what I HAVE to get off my chest ....I HAVE to tell you about ..... Two WORDS: COCK RINGS !!
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! I HAVE JUST DISCOVERED METAL COCK RINGS AND AM WEARING TWO NOW!!! Made of STEEL ... not like condoms! Impossible to snap! 3 inches diameter for my cock and balls and 2" for MY cock.
In order to give me the most chance of pushing what me and a few interested doctors have called "ABSOLUTE HUGE" as in just jawdropping earth shattering PENIS with ALL KNOWN physical limits removed by my physicians hormonal and physical treatments ......
....I,M STRUGGLING TO PUT ON THE STEEL COCK RINGS WITH MY GROWTH ..... I need to tell MORE and MORE!

But I'm FUCKING HORNY and breaking out of my boxers here!!
 

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NOW, I'd like to go on chat and cum .... but that ONLY works if I don't have to constantly type ... instead of stroking my huge cock for you! ANY TAKERS??? I'm going to take a piss and pour myself a huge glass of scotch .... think about if you and I can CUM TOGHETHER XXXX HOT COCK XXX .. This is a pic one of my YOUNG admirer's sent
 

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OH Omeagle! ... I would do ANY THING to chat with YOU as a "RANDOM STRANGER"! I just don't want you to get hurt everything is going so fast things are getting out of control size is incredible!
 

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(...Making Myself a Monster...)

GROWING PAINS

My already freakishly huge genitals continue to grow at slow but steady pace. My testicles are now the size of a large eggs and I can feel them surging ridiculously large quantities of testosterone. My enormous penis is extending and length and becoming thicker from base to tip. I also noticed that my cock head is beefier and is currently about the size of a very large plum. Over the past month I’ve literally rediscovered and fallen obsessively in love with my formidable cock head. The feel, taste and sheer enormity of it makes going down on it so pleasurable that my sex partners (and myself because I suck my own cock more than ever before) go at it with intense fervour and abandon.

The changes in my external genital organs are the most obvious and spectacular developments in my transformation. I’ve also noticed that when I feel the area below my ball sack (perineum I’m told) it has grown much bulkier than ever before and also that when I squeeze my pelvic muscles the contraction feels really brisk and strong. It seems all my fucking, reproductive and urinary parts are growing bigger, developping and gaining strength. I wear these big thick steel cock rings because really enhances pleasure and I love the look. My ejaculations recently become so powerful and strong that even with the two tight cock rings I'm shooting strong Jets of come either onto my face, over my head, on the wall and no joke last night it hit the fucking ceiling. Although I have to clean up after I have to say it's pretty amazing and super impressive to others.

A couple of months ago I met this really awesome guy while exposing myself in a gay sex sauna. His first name is Cam. We gave each other mind blowing oral sex and cock worshiping handjobs and we hookup at least twice a week since. The second time we hooked up for sex (after the gay sauna) he was just gushing with impressed astonishment over my gargantuan sized cock. I loved the comments, the attention and the worship he gave me. He touched me all over and kissed me passionately. We made out like horny teenagers and it was so good so pleasurable so satisfying. I have never ever ever been so aroused and elated while making out with a MALE sex partner (without huge breasts). I felt so good in that make out moment that I even had a little no-contact orgasm. He used his large powerful tongue, is skillful hands, his mouth lips and throat along with his Great big human penis to give me pleasure and I came over and over again. It was so good. I went down on his huge long fat dick and swallowed every last drop of his cum.

Cam made me feel emotionally and sexually fulfilled and deeply, profoundly connected to him. My transformation has already enlarged my hyper-virile penis to obscene, freakish and bigger-than-pornographic proportions. I'm still slowly growing and I’m not stopping. The size my penis will attain is monstrous and frankly superhuman. It will be impossible to conceal or ignore and anyone in a relationship with me needs to know I am mutating into a cock monster. Cam seemed to not only accept me and my massive genitals but truly desire me and to be with me personally and with my physical body despite how abnormal I've made it.

Currently I have no shortage of really attractive guys and girls who want to fuck me, suck me and experience a monster cock for themselves. But after we have our fun, you see it in their faces, they wanted an extreme experience but it's too much my body is too much and they can't imagine reel relationship. I've been with my girlfriend who is bisexual in an open relationship for many years. My transformation is going to make it impossible for our relationship to survive. At first she said she was cool with what I'm doing but even now, with my spectacular initial results but not even at my final monstrous size, having vaginal sex, anal sex event her giving me oral sex is so difficult and painful I need to leave her behind as I become what I will become. I've had so much sex with men but not really relationships. It's clear to me now that only a man can understand and deal with his partner as he becomes a superhuman cock freak. I told Cam everything and he's into it!! This feeling just overcame me and it is so intense I love him. I love his body. I love his abs. I love his butt. I love his big fat dick. I love how he worships and desires my cock. I adore how he can make me feel sexual pleasure like never before.

After we talked, we made out so passionately and it felt so good and so right and the us got aroused and we fucked the entire night.