I am a full-fledged bi-sexual. I honestly enjoy having sex with men and women, but for different reasons. When I'm with a woman, it's more about pleasing her. I get more aroused watching her react to my techniques. When it comes to sex with a dude, for me, it's all about the power struggle-- stripping his masculinity for a little while. I started messing around with guys when I was a junior in college. He was a good friend and my roommate. Watching porn together, squirting contests and tag-teaming a girl is how we started out. Then it was wrestliing, jerking off, bjs, but that was just "okay" for me. I probably would have left guys alone if he and I had not gone any further. But then I fucked him, and his hole was like a Pandora's Box for me! I liked the way it felt, and my mind was having a total power trip! I still remember it: Him on his knees, grabbing onto the desk legs and chair, head in the cushion and my big dick halfway up his ass! I knew this guy's girlfriend, his teammates, even his family. But I was the only one in the world who saw him (6'3, 235# wrestler) in that position, getting power-fucked by another dude-- ME!! I don't get off on fucking a guy who already knows that he's a bottom. That's too easy. I like fucking a guy (an almost "str8" guy) who would never consider himself a bottom until I showed him. He's reluctant, very nervous. Thinking "Don't tell anyone!" And for the longest time, he's totally paranoid about what happened and about me having that power-- owning some private part of his masculinity (as it once was). For me, there's nothing better than showing a guy that he's got a "man-pussy"! Too twisted? Anyone guys understand?