I have reached the state of mind as of late that it is my place to turn my hole up (loving it) and give a cock every ounce of pleasure it wants. I love feeling it in me, love knowing what I'm giving and what he's getting. I absolutely love giving my hole to a man.
What changed anal sex for me was when I had my first really big dick. I won't tell the whole story because I've told it before. He didn't open my hole until a year after I met him because I was scared it would be more painful than I could bare. Reason being, my BF has a long slender rod that hurts most of the time. But I guess when I finally let my bud's large one own me, it was all over. I did use poppers, but my hole just surrendered, and I accepted his super thick cock perfectly. When I first felt the feeling of being fucked by a man that large it was consuming. All I could feel was my anal canal being completely invaded (in a good way) stretched to maximum and that I was giving fuck to the biggest cock in the adjoining county. I savor each time I go back. I find myself waiting on his return home, as he travels a lot. When I'm driving to his place my mind is centered on the exact moment his fine cock enters my hole. Sometimes I want to write down the exact time and date he enters me, each time he does. Why that thought turns me on I don't know.
If I'm lucky he will stop by my place tomorrow on his return from a trip. If time permits, I'll suck him for about an hour (my desire) then he'll take my hole. Sure hope he's able to stop by.