my wife and i have a "don't ask, don't tell" marriage. neither of us has ever been monogamous. i have a very little dick (3.5 inches and thin) and can't satisfy her or any other woman. she loves what she refers to as "big, ugly cocks", and so do i. i have always been fascinated by other men's larger dicks,and i've been sucking cock since i was a boy, but i have always been attracted to women and female bodies as well. i would like to discuss our sexual experiences with other people, but she isn't into that. in a way, it's more exciting! i've become a pretty good sleuth, and can figure out who she's fucking at present, and who she's fucked in the past just from little comments or remarks that she makes, and other "tells" or clues. occasionally, she's come home late from work, a little ruffled with her hair slightly messed up and beaming! she is so obviously fresh fucked and walking on air that i get an instant little boner! according to my calculations over the past few months, she's been fucking a young black man with a big cock who knows how to use it. she was also fucking our young tax guy, who has extremely long fingers, and i assume has a long, hopefully ugly, cock, too ! she has his number on her cell, and said about him recently that "he thinks he's god's gift to women!", and that he is "so ugly!". he's not a bad looking guy, so i assume she's referring to his big, ugly cock. i love the fact that she fucks other men, and think of their big dicks in her pussy every time i go down on her, which is the only way i can satisfy her, and is as close as i'll get to sucking her boyfriends' cocks. i've always been a bottom, so i guess it's normal for me to end up in the role of my wife's "little bitch". the relationship works for us. i guess that's all that matters.