Nope sadly just wish I could but might give up the other guys too so got to keep the secret
Married guy in the closet
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Intriguing, cathartic and amazing thread...its reassuring to discover so many others with the same basic histories as myself.
I was in my late 40's when I finally took the plunge with a 20-something CD who I had "met" on FetLife personals. S/he gave me the most memorable bjs, but wouldn't let me reciprocate, preferring to be buttfucked while tied up. We met a few more times before I was transferred to a posting overseas. I've thought about our meetings often since then, and even 10 years later, I wish we had stayed in touch. I haven't found anyone else (yet), but I'm looking. My ex-wife never knew about my secret passions, not that it would've made any difference in our relationship anyway. Menopause, stress caused by her daughter's drug-induced behaviors and her own basic insecurities killed her sex drive and doomed the marriage after 15 years.
God, it feels good to have told somebody about this...
I was in my late 40's when I finally took the plunge with a 20-something CD who I had "met" on FetLife personals. S/he gave me the most memorable bjs, but wouldn't let me reciprocate, preferring to be buttfucked while tied up. We met a few more times before I was transferred to a posting overseas. I've thought about our meetings often since then, and even 10 years later, I wish we had stayed in touch. I haven't found anyone else (yet), but I'm looking. My ex-wife never knew about my secret passions, not that it would've made any difference in our relationship anyway. Menopause, stress caused by her daughter's drug-induced behaviors and her own basic insecurities killed her sex drive and doomed the marriage after 15 years.
God, it feels good to have told somebody about this...
Like what you said so u think I should pursue my cocksucking again
Thank you!
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For me bi-curious. As is said many times here - labels are tough to put up. My definition for myself is I'm attracted to other men that want to just play. No "romance". Not looking for the ultra masculine furry bear. Love the smooth shaved look. But that's just me.
Might not be closeted much longer gonna see a counselor and talk about things one of them is maybe coming out to the wife just hope it dont' go bad.....
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She might just don't know been doing things that might make her suspicious like shaving my whole body and dressing in panties which she knows but doesn't know anything else we kind of go our own way most of the day just like friends without benefits just don't want any feeling hurt and stuff could make me kind of suicidal that her husbands a freak....
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That's a tough call I know. My wife actually enjoys my fully shaved cock, balls, and ass. And she loves my mostly "gay" (only term I can come up with) underwear purchases. And she loves pegging me. Yet...
That would be a bridge far to cross to tell her I want to be with another guy. For her, she would look it the same as me with another woman. I do try to push the boundaries thru both my actions in bed, and our online porn choices together when we view it. She will watch man-man sex but only for tips for pegging me.
Is it the fact you would be with another person? Or the fact it's a man? Or both? Let us know how it goes!
Really wished she would have liked pegging I really do but she doesn't sadly so what else is there think I"m going mad about this that's the way my mind feels started to get use to the word freak that's the way I feel right now and really I'd rather put a bullet in my head instead of telling her sadly....didn't mean any of this just happened don't want to hurt anyone
Yeah I know but at this time in my life don't really care we don't do anything any more so got to have an outlet somewhere...or I'll explode
Just got home from an adult theater place here in town and wow sucked two guys but they didn't want to cum yet but one got down and started sucking me off ask him to fuck me he said not here so ask him to finger my ass while sucking me and wow never came like that before my legs are weak cum was dripping from my cock he took it all to never before have I came like that he hit my prostate I even cryed out when I did couldn't help it was so intense then he kissed me and I was in heaven.....wish I could have gotten a way to get a hold of him again just loved the experience went to walmart after that was still kind of dripping cum and so weak now..need a nap...
Hi guys. New to the site, but this was the kind of thread I was looking for. Im 41, happily married, love my wife and we are sexually active. Not interested in any other interaction with another woman. I like to be nude with other guys (sauna, locker room) and love checking them out and letting them see me. I have gotten handjobs from guys in a sauna/bath house or jerked off in front of them. I have given handjobs and even kissed some (in the heat of the moment). I’ve chatted online, showing off pics. Never had anal (doesn’t interest me). Don’t want bjs from guys. Not interested in a relationship. Wouldnt meet someone in a planned hookup. It’s just the thrill of exhibitionism and my interest in seeing nude men. Feel incredibly guilty about it cause it’s so sneaky. Also feel like it’s real risky to do (getting caught at a spa, etc) but can’t stop. Sort of addicted to the thrill. I have a sense I’m not alone?
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