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I don't remember when I first started thinking about having sex with women. I came out as gay when I was about 18, and back then I was sure I would never touch pussy.
My first parter was much older then me and he really hated women, so at first I copied his opinions. I don't think he ever had sex with a woman, but he always spoke of them as if they were disgusting.
Time went on and I think I got kind of bored with having sex with him. He also wasnt a good lover.
One of the first times – this I still remember - when I thought positively about having sex with a woman was nevertheless him. We talked, I said something about it being obvious that you cannot change your orientation. He replayed I shouldn't be so sure, because one of his friends used to be gay, but then he met a lady that converted him. He left his gay partner and started living as a straight man. My ex obviously saw it as a tragedy. I, on the other hand, got really excited. My cock moved in my trousers.
Time went by, I was 23 maybe 24 (I'm 30 now) and I got disinterested completely in the sucking his o small dick. I also started watching straight porn, which – to my surprise – turned me on. A lot.
I also found myself a lover - a bisexual guy, who had completely different opinions about dicks and pussies. I think it was him who motivated me to try something out with a woman.
After trying my first pussy, I was surprised by her pleasant taste. Even more surprising than her juices was the pussyfucking itself. Contrary to anal sex, pussyfucking was easy, I could just stick my dick into her. She was already prepared for my cock.
I didn't start identifying is bisexual right away, though. It's may be funny or weird, but for some time I had a bad conscience. I felt as if I was betraying the LGBT community or something. It took me some time to accept myself – the new me.
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My partner and I separated eventually I later try other game lation ships bad they didn't workout. I also tried bi and str8 sex and this worked out very well.
I don't know what I am but I think I'm becoming more and more bisexual, or straight. Ever since I informed myself on the themes the LGBT movement, I grew even more detached from the idea of being gay. Now to me it seems that being gay is the bit like... oh well, nevermind!
I'm kind of excited about the near future. I came out as gay quite young and a lived many years with men, so I never actually told most of my friends or family that Im now attracted to women. Recently I have been thinking about coming out as bi/str8 in spe.
I even startered a porn channel on Xhamster, where I decided to upload some videos and photos of me having sex with women. I'm thinking about sending thing them to m friends and gay ex-partneres, or having somebody do this for me.
So, yeah... There we are. Life sure is funny!
My first parter was much older then me and he really hated women, so at first I copied his opinions. I don't think he ever had sex with a woman, but he always spoke of them as if they were disgusting.
Time went on and I think I got kind of bored with having sex with him. He also wasnt a good lover.
One of the first times – this I still remember - when I thought positively about having sex with a woman was nevertheless him. We talked, I said something about it being obvious that you cannot change your orientation. He replayed I shouldn't be so sure, because one of his friends used to be gay, but then he met a lady that converted him. He left his gay partner and started living as a straight man. My ex obviously saw it as a tragedy. I, on the other hand, got really excited. My cock moved in my trousers.
Time went by, I was 23 maybe 24 (I'm 30 now) and I got disinterested completely in the sucking his o small dick. I also started watching straight porn, which – to my surprise – turned me on. A lot.
I also found myself a lover - a bisexual guy, who had completely different opinions about dicks and pussies. I think it was him who motivated me to try something out with a woman.
After trying my first pussy, I was surprised by her pleasant taste. Even more surprising than her juices was the pussyfucking itself. Contrary to anal sex, pussyfucking was easy, I could just stick my dick into her. She was already prepared for my cock.
I didn't start identifying is bisexual right away, though. It's may be funny or weird, but for some time I had a bad conscience. I felt as if I was betraying the LGBT community or something. It took me some time to accept myself – the new me.
[01:52]
My partner and I separated eventually I later try other game lation ships bad they didn't workout. I also tried bi and str8 sex and this worked out very well.
I don't know what I am but I think I'm becoming more and more bisexual, or straight. Ever since I informed myself on the themes the LGBT movement, I grew even more detached from the idea of being gay. Now to me it seems that being gay is the bit like... oh well, nevermind!
I'm kind of excited about the near future. I came out as gay quite young and a lived many years with men, so I never actually told most of my friends or family that Im now attracted to women. Recently I have been thinking about coming out as bi/str8 in spe.
I even startered a porn channel on Xhamster, where I decided to upload some videos and photos of me having sex with women. I'm thinking about sending thing them to m friends and gay ex-partneres, or having somebody do this for me.
So, yeah... There we are. Life sure is funny!
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