Thank you for providing that important context!
Is it? It feels like compulsive over-explaining/Oversharing. I legit can't tell.
Deliberate oversharing in 3...2...1...
My insurance won't waive the copay on the Vivance I need for controlling my ADHD unless my shrink tries two specific other medicines first. Ive been on Adderall for a few days now. Starting today, I've been talking too much. I think. And I am having a hard time reining in that impulse. Also, I'm not entirely sure if I'm just extra chatty, or inappropriate. I think... inappropriate. But uncertainty is making me feel weird. This is not usually a problem I have. I do sometimes overshare, but I usually know for sure that's what I'm doing, and I have my reasons for doing it. This feels wrong. Alien. Also, I almost throat punched someone today, just because he was repeatedly disrespectful and sexist. I'm not generally violent unless it is to defend myself or others from violence.
As for other ADHD symptoms, I'm back to having a very difficult time switching focus. I'm going to ask to try the other medicine. I used to be very happy on the equivalent dose (50mg) of Vivance. Either the other medicine works, or my insurance will be ready to stop treating my life like a science project and pay for the medicine I already know works. The pharmaceutical industry just fucking sucks.