I always need head and rarely get it unfortunately. Most of my interaction has been online and since I’m straight its been mostly showing men since women are rarely interested in anything and i have no interest in seeing men and showing is fun and all but jacking off is getting so old its ready to retire. Something more is needed and female interest is even more anemic irl than online where it is already almost non-existent. Periodically throughout my life when the painfully grinding deprivation builds to near fatal levels I have resorted to accepting unreciprocated head from other men if they remained clothed, didnt push for more and were good enough to make me cum, something most people of either gender struggle with…. I guess I'm not an easy nut to crack lol.