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Savidge, You can read into what you want. This story so far has been EXTREMELY predictable.

Okay, what am I reading into it? Regardless of that, mis-timed criticism can spoil the mood, just like an insensitive lover.

What are you going to do when the women you are with tells you that the mood is spoiled and she doesn't want to finish?

Are you going to tell her that she's reading the wrong thing into what you said?

Are you going to consider her feelings, or yours over hers?

If it seemed predictable to you, did you ever consider that this might be a set up for the reader, to later reveal a different direction?

If it's predictable, why continue reading?

You critique my story, I critique your criticism because it was ill timed.

Do you ALWAYS critique a story in the middle?

I still hold to the conviction that you should have held your critique back until it was finished.

No matter what I'm reading into it, you've spoiled the mood.

And that's just the way it is.
 

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Savidge, I thought the story was awesome. Your creativity I found amazing. And as I do when I read, I try to identify with the characters to some degree, and it was really difficult for me to be able to imagine accepting things the way they were doing- but thats good, cos when I cant put myself in their shoes successfully, my interest is increased cos I need to learn more about their 'psyche'.
So anyway, excellent!
Here's a weird thing- some guy in personals just posted a similar request for his wife. Are you like, psychic or something??
Keep writing, I'll keep reading!:smile:
 

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[FONT=&quot]The intensity of our sexual feelings grew, however and I encouraged her to fantasize about his cock in her during some of the most amazing hand jobs. One time, after getting each other off, we were lying naked on the bed and she turned to me with a lustful look in her eye. “Do you want to know what I was fantasizing about this time?” she asks me.[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Did you experience something new?”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Yeah, I was fantasizing about the last time I had him in me. The act of letting go while he was all the way in me was indescribable. I suddenly found myself on a slippery slope, letting go of more than just my feeling of disappointment. And I realized that I didn’t want to stop.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Then, the next time he’s inside you, don’t stop.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“I’m surprised that you are willing to give up intercourse.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Believe me, I’m being a lot more selfish about this than you think; I would not give up something I treasure so willingly unless I found something I treasure even more. The intensity of my orgasms is much stronger when you do that, then when we have intercourse. And I want to explore this as far as we can. I know how much you love me and that our relationship is based on more than just simply intercourse. So as long as we always remember our commitment to loving each other, then I have no problem with you’re letting go. But I want to share this experienced with you every step of the way.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Okay, I think I understand. And you know what? Even while I was letting go the first time, it was not as easy as I thought it would be and I still find that I am very attached to your cock. And yet, at the same time, every time I have him in me, the less I want yours in me. Already, yours doesn’t excite me like it used to. And I could barely feel you inside me after the last time.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Tell me how you felt the first time you saw his cock.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]I could tell by the expression on her face that she was becoming aroused by the mere memory of her experience.[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Well, I felt a little guilty at how much more aroused I got from seeing how much bigger he was. Please don’t take this the wrong way, but I never felt quite that excited by the sight of your cock. I find that I also like the shape of his cock more than yours and especially his larger cock-head. I immediately thought about what that would feel like, because it always made me feel delirious when your cockhead expanded right before you came inside me.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Tell me every point at which you felt intoxicated.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Well, almost all the time! The truth is, before I had his cock in me, I had never thought of yours as small. Remember that you encouraged me to be shallow about it.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Yes I did and I have not changed my mind about it.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Okay then, the first time I watched him guide it between my legs I couldn’t believe it was happening. I felt extremely intoxicated and was very nervous when I felt his cock-head pressing into me. With your cock in me, we have to build towards an orgasm now. With his cock in me, I started having an orgasm from the first moment I felt his cock stretching me open. And honey, while I have definitely felt filled by your cock, his was expanding me to my fullest capacity and the thought of that happening, the full length of my vagina, sent waves of orgasm all through my body. This is something I’ve never felt on your cock. Another huge turn on was how much harder his cock felt, being so much thicker than yours. I still wasn’t even sure if he would be able to get it all the way in. And I had not given it a thought that his cock could open me up more deeply than yours. So I really didn’t know what to expect when he penetrated further than I was used to. I felt a kind of release, like something gave way at that moment. And when he pulled back to thrust in again, I was aware of the absence of his cock and craved in that moment to have that new space filled again. And when he came in me the intoxication became overwhelming, which was timed well because that’s when I felt his cock-head expand! But, the thought of being ruined for you made me sad. That’s when I realized just how attached to your cock I still was. It didn’t spoil my perpetual orgasm, though. And obviously, there is no way I could’ve experienced that sensation with your cock in me. Now that he has opened me up so deeply, I can still feel the lingering sensation of his cock being in me, even now, which is something I’ve never experienced with your cock. Right now, I can still feel a “pleasant ache”, which makes me want him in me all the time. I really hope you don’t mind my fantasizing about his cock when we make love. Being aware of that absent feeling, all I can think about is having that cock in me again.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“I really don’t mind.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Paul, one of my concerns is that, even though you are really turned on by this now that later you might regret our decision to go through with this.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“I don’t regret it at all and, you may be surprised by this; the more you want it, the more it intoxicates me. In fact, I’m pretty certain that I want you to go all the way with this.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“You mean it, don’t you?” Tina said, “Then I have a small confession to make. When I told you after the first time that I resisted how it felt. The first time he was inside me, I remembered what Allyson said, but I didn’t understand what she was saying until that moment. What I was really resisting was a very strong urge to be ruined by his cock. It’s not just a physical thing either, because I know, given time, that your cock could be enough to satisfy me again. That’s why I keep suggesting that we could stop and go back to the way things were. I will only continue if you want me to.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Not only do I want you to continue, but next time he is deep inside you, I want you to give yourself permission to be ruined by his larger cock.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]She turned to me startled, her face turning red. Her blush said it all; she had already given it some thought.[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Honey, I already miss the way you felt inside me. And every time I have sex with him, I miss it even less. “[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Would you like to know something else that turns me on?”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Sure.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Well, just after he had finished pulling out of you the last time, I was surprised by how turned on I was seeing how much he had stretched open your vagina.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“That turns me on too, for some reason. That’s why I wanted to feel you inside me after he was done. Look, if you ever feel that you miss the physical intimacy, just give me the word and we could stop and go back to the way things were and I’ll start doing Kegel exercises.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“I suppose that option will always be open to us. But right now, being honest with yourself, what do you want to do about your attachment to my cock?”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“I never thought I would ever feel this way,” she said, “but the thought of letting go completely is intensely intoxicating.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Okay,” I said, “then when you let go, also let go of the sadness you feel about losing your attachment to my cock the next time he’s inside you.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“You understand that once I start letting go, that I won’t want to stop.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“I want you to completely embrace how you feel about it without any reservation. All I want is for you to share the moment with me by giving me a signal when you are ready to give yourself permission to be ruined by his cock. Just make eye contact with me and give me a nod.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“I’ll go one better; it would be an enormous turn on for me if I were to make eye contact with you and you give me a nod to give your consent. And that’s when I’ll let go completely.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]At that point, after talking about it, we were both so horny that we actually had intercourse that night and probably for the last time.[/FONT]
 

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My gosh how can Paul be so accepting, encouraging even? there's a marvelous irony here, that when you truly love someone deeply their happiness matters most to you- yet Paul continues to focus as well on his pleasure. I just couldnt do it. I just couldn't LOL
Savidge hope you got my PM :)
 

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Yes, I got your PM and thank you.

Most people would assume some kind of cuckoldery with this kind of scenario. But I've always thought that it was an unfair stereotype and that there must be variations to the feelings a sharing couple can have doing this.

This story is more about a couple who follows their Kundalini.

The idea of this story is about a couple who are willing to explore and seek out those thoughts or ideas that trigger the deepest orgasmic responses.

And it gets to the very base of this exploration, leaving behind any of the trappings of cuckoldery.

I think in many cases, this is the truth behind cuckoldery for many couples, but they don't know it yet because they are living the cuckold lifestyle.

I'm sure that the domination, being a "whimp" and the humiliation are truly a part of their thing. But I'm willing to bet that many of them are actually more like the couple in my story.
 

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[FONT=&quot]Over the next three weeks, Tina fantasized about Juano every chance she got. Most of our sessions had her giving me hand jobs, with her falling into a deep, erotic, moaning, orgasmic trance. We did not have intercourse again during that time and I had noticed the last time that I did, that her pussy had not recovered as quickly as it had before. But Tina’s hand jobs were exquisite. I’ve had some of my best orgasms from her hand jobs. And I truly preferred them over intercourse, especially when she fantasized about him.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]We continued to discuss her upcoming week with Juano and she had several other additional revelations along the way. In particular, she said that being able to let go without my being there would make it easier for her and that this added to her overall intoxication.[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Just seeing you there in the room and especially seeing your cock in your hand reminds me of my attachment and always makes me want to hold back, if even just a little. I have to admit, I’ve grown quite fond of it over the years. Paul, I also want you to be aware that while I am with him that I may want to let go of things I may not think about right now.” [/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“I’m okay with that and I want you to let go as deeply as you desire; don’t hold anything back.”[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]In between sessions, she would remind me about the “pleasant ache” that she could still feel in her pussy and that it made her perpetually horny for his cock. I asked her to tell me the moment the ache started to fade. [/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]The night before she was scheduled to go stay with Juano, she teasingly reminded me that I should never have suggested that she “let go” completely. It was a forgone conclusion that she would be repeatedly sexed with Juano’s massive cock on a more than daily basis for an entire week.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]The day she left, right before she walked out the door, she asked me once more if I was sure I wanted her to go through with this, because this would be the last time she asked. She explained that she still had enough attachment for my cock that if she did Kegel exercises that she would enjoy being able to feel me inside her again. With an entire week of having Juano’s cock ahead of her, that she would have plenty of time to completely let go of everything she had previously held back. She said that her desire to let go had grown so much, in fact, that this had become her main reason she couldn’t wait to have him inside her again, and repeatedly. She admitted that the mere thought of giving herself permission to be ruined by him had her in a perpetual state of intoxication. She warned me saying that, while she may still give me attention and remain affectionate that I should not expect much sexually after her visit with Juano.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]Just before she shut the door, she said that the ache in her pussy had just started to fade and that she was already beginning to miss it.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]The week passed slowly for me, no doubt because I knew what Tina was doing. And I must have masturbated a dozen times or more by the end of the week. By the time I joined Tina and Juano, I was keenly aware that she had been “letting go” during the entire seven days. The plan was to spend the night at his house and then go back home in the morning. She and I had agreed that they would have sex once more, this time for my benefit and that I would give her my final consent to let go with a nod.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]I actually arrived Friday evening at Juano’s place. Tina greeted me at the door with a hug and a kiss.[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Juano wanted to give us some time alone before having sex, so he’s out getting teriyaki take-out.[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Thinking back over the week, I can’t believe how many times we had sex! We actually had sex four times Wednesday. But yesterday, I had his cock in me almost the entire day.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Have you noticed any changes?” I asked.[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Well, I don’t experience the sensation of being stretched as much. My vagina feels so expanded! The interesting thing is having become accustomed to his size really turns me on.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Well, how much did you let go of?”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Um, more than I thought I would,” she said, acting very nervous. “There were times when I still felt sad and other times when I felt guilty about letting go. But it became much easier each time and the more I let go the more it turned me on. I never imagined I’d feel this way, because I have treasured our intimacy so much, but I have let go so much that I no longer have any desire for your cock. I mean that at this point, my desire to be ruined by his cock is much stronger than my desire to hold onto the intimacy of having you in me.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Don’t forget that I encouraged you to do this.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“I haven’t and that’s a big reason why I feel so turned on by this.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Are you excited about tonight?”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]At this point, she gulped nervously and took my hands and held them between hers and I felt a tingle of excitement travel up my spine.[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“There was one last thing that I thought would be hard for me to let go of, but after this week with Juano, I realized that it won’t be hard at all. I realized that I was not just losing my desire for intercourse. You see I suddenly realized that I was ready to let go of all my attachment for your cock, but I’m reluctant to bring it up.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]Tina’s hands were trembling in mine now, which indicated to me that whatever she was going to say had her very excited.[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“What do you mean it won’t be hard to let go of?” I asked.[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“To be honest, it will be hard not to. And I have been holding back since Wednesday.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“I did say I wanted you to go as far as you desired, so what is it?”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“I know you said that so I hope you won’t feel too disappointed. When I have sex with him tonight, I’m not going to resist letting go of it. And it would turn me on even more to know that I have your consent. The thing is, I realized that the biggest part of my attachment to your cock at this point is giving you hand jobs.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]Her trembling hands told me just how excited she was about this. I wasn’t about to deny her.[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]“Okay then, while he’s inside you, when you are ready, just make eye contact and I will nod my consent.”[/FONT]
[FONT=&quot]She hugged me tightly and thanked me for letting her have this experience.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]It was at this moment that Juano returned with dinner.[/FONT][FONT=&quot]
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[FONT=&quot]After we finished eating, Juano headed for the bedroom, pausing just long enough to reach out his hand for Tina. Without hesitation, she put her hand in his and he drew her to him. He put his arm around her waist and walked her eagerly down the hall.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]Tina probably was eager to have me in there right away, but I held back for a few minutes because I wanted him to already be in her when I entered the room.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]Before she went in with him, she whispered in my ear: “I’m glad you suggested that I let go completely.”[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]The lights in the bedroom were set low and gave the room a mellow feel. I quietly approached the doorjamb and just peaked in, so as not to disturb their pace. She had her hand on his hardened cock and was jacking him. He lay back with his eyes closed, basking in the attention his cock was getting. She noticed me without missing a stroke. I sat in a chair near the foot of the bed and watched her handling Juano’s cock with a satisfied smile. At that point, I had my cock out and was stroking myself. She looked right at it, then back at his cock again. She wasn’t just stroking him; she was really feeling his cock, up and down, squeezing it and weighing it in her hand. She spread her legs so that she could finger herself. This gave me a perfect view of her changed pussy. I almost gasped out loud but stifled myself. I still must have had a surprised look on my face because Tina mouthed the word “what?” at me. I nodded at her vagina; she looked down and smiled, spreading her legs even wider so I could get a better look.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]The gash of Tina’s vagina, if it was possible, looked even more enlarged than the last time, having become longer by at least an inch. Her once tight vagina was now an open space and more relaxed than I had ever seen it. I could see what she meant when she said it had changed to accommodate his cock. Her labia had also flowered some; the lips of which now appeared like fleshy petals.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]Apparently, she couldn’t stand it anymore and pulled him on top of her. He responded eagerly, positioning between her legs. He guided his cock to her pussy and pressed in the head. There was no longer any resistance as he slid it in her. He was merely filling the space left in her by their repeated sex during the week.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]Tina’s eagerness overwhelmed her as she put her hands on his hips and pulled him as deep into her as he would go. On the in thrust, he would press very deeply into her, pulling up on her hips as he did so. For the first time, I realized that it must have been the base of his cock, which was nearly 3 inches thick, which had stretched her opening so much.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]I took a break from watching him pump into her to see the expression on her face. She was in a state of pure bliss and about to go for more. This was the moment she chose to make eye contact. She held my gaze for a moment and mouthed the words: “I am letting go right now!” As promised, without hesitation, I nodded my consent and she immediately closed her eyes and focused on his cock. To give her additional encouragement, I got up from my chair and lay next to her on the bed, leaning in close. I cupped my hand over her ear and whispered: “Have you given yourself permission to be ruined?” Tina nodded her head in response, after which, her moans grew deeper and louder as she gave herself over to the experience.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]Watching her body quiver was almost more than I could stand. She had said that this was her final letting go; that today she was surrendering the inside of her vagina over to his cock completely, without any reservation. When I turned back to see the expression on her face, our eyes met because she was already looking my way. Her affection for me, along with the ecstasy, was plain on her face. This time she mouthed the words: “thank you!”[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]I realized as I sat there watching them that I had grown very accustomed to those sounds that only men in my position hears and understands. Her sounds of orgasm were never quite like that while I was doing the same thing to her. Her orgasmic moaning alone had me in a deep state of ecstasy. The site of their bodies intertwined and moving in rhythm and his huge piston sliding in her effortlessly brought me to orgasm before them this time.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]A moment later, the pitch of Tina’s moaning went an octave higher and he pushed his cock in her all the way and held it there. Both their bodies spasmed for what seemed like forever. And then he released the tension and slowly withdrew his cock from her. I watched as it snaked out of her engorged pussy. The gap he left behind, being fresh was as big as his cock. I realized what I had seen earlier was how much her vagina had “returned to normal” between sessions with Juano.[/FONT]

[FONT=&quot]She motioned for me to come to her. As I cuddled with her, she whispered in my ear that if I wanted, that I should put my cock in her to see how it felt. My woody was back and I was curious, so I slipped it inside her. For a moment, I flashed back to a time when I had to apply some effort to get it in her. This time I slid inside her with no effort at all. I pushed it all the way in until my balls rested on her ass cheeks. I found I could position my cock in the center, where the only thing I could feel was her opening around the base of my shaft, and that very loosely. Still, by pressing in as deeply as I could, I tightened the skin of my cock enough to reach orgasm again. Afterwards, she said she almost felt that. We both laughed and shortly after that, we fell asleep.[/FONT]