From time to time, having had a colourful life thus far, I have these random flashbacks of memories of horrifically embarrassing moments (I have far too many tbh) which while I was probably only slightly or not at all embarrassed about them at the time I'm literally left left cringing in shame about in the here and now. This afternoon I had one about this party I went to when I was about 20 where I sucked this guy's BF off in what I thought was a spare bedroom while the BF continued partying in the next room. Busy and enjoyin ourselves we almost didn't notice when our host flung open the double doors which connected the room we were in to the rest of the house putting us on full display to almost everyone at the party including the BF. Needless to say that relationship didn't last long. I was young, dumb etc, ferociously drunk, and I didn't really suffer with much of conscience back then especially where cock was concerned, so I just returned to my friends and carried on partying as though almost nothing had happened. Today as I remembered it I realised that I could very easily bump into anyone from that party at any point, that I must have made that poor BF feel terrible and that I was being sooooooooo tacky! My host was soooo forbearing! :redface::frown1::redface: I nearly died at what we must have looked like and I swear I nearly died of mortification this afternoon remembering it. So my question is, does anyone else suffer these random recollections of events which you weren't all that embarrassed about at the time but are totally horrified by now? And if so, what's your story?