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I started getting turned on by sph in my early 20's. From day 1, you know that something like sph can't possibly be healthy, but we do unhealthy things when the other option is to do nothing at all, and when you are small, at least sph gets your dick SOME attention, be it unflattering. There is always kind of a feeling in the back of your mind that what you're doing is sick and as soon as a better option comes along you will be done with it. I'm 38 now and the other option never came along, and I've been having mental changes lately to where sph is becoming less and less attractive. I don't know if I've just gotten tired of sph after so many years or if I'm seeing myself, others, or the world much differently than I used to and I believe more in the chance that my dick might be adequate. Or maybe I'm just hitting the back end of life and the lower testosterone production has me so much less horny that my fetishes aren't appealing anymore. Either way, I'm finally losing interest in sph after years of countless awkward situations and really very few successful outcomes related to sph. It is certainly a band aid for a wound that requires stitches. I wish I had more to offer as far as what the stitches might be, but I don't.