Hey Ladies and Gents! Alright so I've asked this before kind of but a little new advice from time to time doesn't hurt right? I've been done with a relationship for a while now, and I was just wondering does it ever really just go away? Like the feelings? call me naive, but I just can't seem to shake it all away. I know I could never hate him, it's not in my nature sadly, but it gets frustrating. Maybe it was because he was my first in all sense of the word, maybe it's cause we are no longer on talking terms, maybe it's cause I see him almost everyday cause of our class schedules, I don't know. I just want to not think about him or have lingering feelings because I "miss" him. We dated on and off for two years and it will be almost a year since we "ended things" in july. It was a completely destructive relationship, so I don't ever want to be with him again, but as sad as it sounds, I miss him. But I don't want to at all. It affects me more than I thought it would, it makes me question Love and whether or not true Love exists. I know I'm only 22 and things pass with time and new life lessons and what not and that's what I keep telling myself, but it's hard. Dating new people just seems frivolous to me now because a lot of the guys I've met only want to do one thing, or I just instantly next them. Do I just fake it until I make it and enjoy the ride?