For as long as I can remember I've been fascinated by muscular male bodies. I remember playing as Jin in Tekken because he was shirtless and I liked how his muscles looked. At stores, my eyes would linger on the bodybuilders on the covers of fitness magazines. I would go on to stroke to Victoria's Secret catalogs and fitness magazines at the same time, getting equally horny for the perfect, gorgeous VS Angels and the chiseled, masculine bodybuilders. But I would always cum while looking at the VS catalog, because I self-consciously didn't want to be "gay".
When I got to watching internet porn, I would seek out straight porn videos where the guy was hot and muscular. I loved seeing the guy's activating his muscular body to pleasure the girl and it was hotter to me to imagine the girl enjoying the sex even more because she got to touch and experience his muscles. Then one day I came across a video of an insanely ripped guy, with no woman in sight. The guy lying on his back wearing compression shorts, grinding his hips so that the friction of his cock flexing against the tight fabric made him cum hands free. It was so hot seeing his abs get tighter and tighter, him flexing all of his hard earned muscles to pleasure himself without even having to touch his cock. This got me into the world of solo male masturbation videos. I told myself this wasn't quite gay because there wasn't another guy involved. Eventually I found out about edging videos, where muscular studs are bound to a bed or chair and teased and worshiped to the most explosive ab crunching orgasms. At this point it didn't matter to me that it was another guy touching the stud's cock. It was undeniably hot as fuck. Videos like this are still in my regular rotation.
In my everyday life I present as straight. I'm interested only in dating women, and I honestly don't know any man irl that has the kind of body that turns me on where I'd consider doing something with him. I've had many crushes on women, but never a crush on a man. Sometimes I think of it like these muscle studs are so hot that they override my usual straightness. Maybe the ancient Greeks understood this. I can't help but want to feel their muscles all over, feel their abs flex, worship their pecs, rub their nipples, massage their balls. I love fantasizing about men and women at the same time. My go to fantasies are: muscle worshiping a stud while a girl teases my cock and balls and talks dirty to me; frotting with a stud and feeling his chest while a girl gives us a double barrel handjob; teasing a stud's nipples and feeling his abs flex while a girl sucks and edges him.
I don't know if I'd be able to live out these fantasies, but they are potent and I think about it often. I don't really have an outlet for this side of my sexuality aside from the occasional online chat bud. I don't really have a point to this story aside from getting it off my chest since I don't feel comfortable sharing it with people I know irl. And also to ask if anyone can relate. Sometimes I feel like I'm in this weird middle ground between straight and bi. It would be nice to have a community of like minded guys, but I haven't found one yet.
When I got to watching internet porn, I would seek out straight porn videos where the guy was hot and muscular. I loved seeing the guy's activating his muscular body to pleasure the girl and it was hotter to me to imagine the girl enjoying the sex even more because she got to touch and experience his muscles. Then one day I came across a video of an insanely ripped guy, with no woman in sight. The guy lying on his back wearing compression shorts, grinding his hips so that the friction of his cock flexing against the tight fabric made him cum hands free. It was so hot seeing his abs get tighter and tighter, him flexing all of his hard earned muscles to pleasure himself without even having to touch his cock. This got me into the world of solo male masturbation videos. I told myself this wasn't quite gay because there wasn't another guy involved. Eventually I found out about edging videos, where muscular studs are bound to a bed or chair and teased and worshiped to the most explosive ab crunching orgasms. At this point it didn't matter to me that it was another guy touching the stud's cock. It was undeniably hot as fuck. Videos like this are still in my regular rotation.
In my everyday life I present as straight. I'm interested only in dating women, and I honestly don't know any man irl that has the kind of body that turns me on where I'd consider doing something with him. I've had many crushes on women, but never a crush on a man. Sometimes I think of it like these muscle studs are so hot that they override my usual straightness. Maybe the ancient Greeks understood this. I can't help but want to feel their muscles all over, feel their abs flex, worship their pecs, rub their nipples, massage their balls. I love fantasizing about men and women at the same time. My go to fantasies are: muscle worshiping a stud while a girl teases my cock and balls and talks dirty to me; frotting with a stud and feeling his chest while a girl gives us a double barrel handjob; teasing a stud's nipples and feeling his abs flex while a girl sucks and edges him.
I don't know if I'd be able to live out these fantasies, but they are potent and I think about it often. I don't really have an outlet for this side of my sexuality aside from the occasional online chat bud. I don't really have a point to this story aside from getting it off my chest since I don't feel comfortable sharing it with people I know irl. And also to ask if anyone can relate. Sometimes I feel like I'm in this weird middle ground between straight and bi. It would be nice to have a community of like minded guys, but I haven't found one yet.
it’s fun being able to look in the mirror and see a jacked stud looking back at you hehe
