i'd like to do something with my friend but i'm not so sure he'd be up for it even though it's happened before. i wouldn't mind jacking off while looking at porn together or sharing a girl together. awhile ago, a girl friend of ours took turns blowing us together. she was pretty hot and it was pretty hot because i'm pretty big but my friend is huge - so watching the girl suck down two big cocks was obviously hot. now even though situations have arisen, not much else has happened other than mild discussion when we're hanging out looking at porn or something. and even asking him he'll just blow it off. as for his orientation, he looks at straight porn BUT he does and says some homosexual things often. like asking me if i need help when i'm talking about how hard i am if we're looking at porn or telling me to "thank him later" after he tells girls i think are hot that i'm big. part of me feels like he wants it but the other part feels he's afraid of doing more straight stuff together, enjoying watching me get sucked etc, THEN wanting to do guy/guy stuff. which i guess is understandable. i've blatantly told him before i wasn't necessarily interested in that, just doing things with a girl or watching him get sucked OR instead of bitching about having no girls around to just enjoy ourselves and not care about the "gayness" of two guys in the same room jerking off, like it would be any different with a girl in the room. damn i hate homophobia! has anyone been in a similar situation?