so much to tell, not sure that this is the right place but i'll share a bit and start another thread in more detail. my wife is a stunningly beautiful woman, tall, blonde, incredible breasts. from day one i knew she was too much woman for me, guys would hit on her right in front of me. she had been sexually active since the age of 14 and had been with too many men to count.for the first two months we dated all i did was kiss her goodnight, little did i know she was still fucking at least two other guys on the side, i was in love and she was perfect. well, we got married and i still didn't realise when she went on 3-4 day "business" trips she was having little trysts. years go by,kids,life,etc. and sexual desire fades , she is hardly interested in sex with me and encourages me to eat her out and masturbate myself. finally she admitted that she was fucking one of those old boyfriends and we would stay married but she would no longer sleep with me. he now fucks her every week and i am her cuckold husband sitting home masturbating to the images of her riding his cock. i am 7+inches and 5+in girth, always felt good about it until she admitted his is bigger as were quite a few that she has had in her life. she loves his larger cock and now i feel the need to have some cock as well, i think i am developing a case of "cock worship" as i see how happy they make my wife. i have stated to experience my gay side and love the sight of a large cock. sorry to tell so much here but i have so much to share.