I don't think I could do that. I was offered by a gay guy to blow me on a weekly basis for $150-200 per session. Couldn't do it. It's something you are going to have to live with for the rest of your life and since I'm a pretty open person, I couldn't see myself hiding something like that from my partner. And the chances I'd find a girl who would approve of behavior like that don't seem to be too high from my experiences so far.