This is a different entry. I've decided to leave. I think i've blogged that before. But i wanted to make a note to myself. My mama told me or i've read that sometimes people remember things best on how it made them feel. With this one job at another zoo i never felt adequate. With this woman i knew i never truly knew what the terms were defined on how she didn't "date." or that she was one of the purist ones there. Meaning she wasn't a numbers gal. She didn't just jumped into bed with anyone and she was ultra conservative when it came to sex. I was always the opposite of her in thought.