I see there is a lot of interest on this site about guys who are well-endowed when soft. Well I am one of those guys that happen to be overly endowed even when completely flaccid. I am blessed as I realize now. However, I didn’t know I was different until my first experience with a group shower at a certain age. I honestly was completely shocked at how small most guys were. But, it was very uncomfortable to stand out different and I felt stares even though I tried to act oblivious to it. When I walked back to my locker I would wrap a towel around my waist out of embarrassment. And, quite frankly that was how I felt about it then. I eventually read in educational books that your size would even out when erect so I thought that to be true and that those small soft penises must really grow so much to reach my size. I still had some discomfort of how I would stand out compared to others when naked and didn’t seek situations on purpose to be nude around others.
There were certain events where being naked with others could not be avoided and some of those experiences did have impact. The first one I remember was in a summer camp. It was a very hot day where we had hiked to a lake. Everyone decided to jump in and so since no one was in bathing suits everyone stripped and went in. Of course I was reluctant and did things as quickly as possible. The Lake was really cold but as I said even at my most flaccid state I still am very hung. I guess I can share that totally and I mean totally soft I hang 6 ¼ inches if you measure from the pubic hair to the tip, I am uncircumcised but not with a tight foreskin so the skin hangs slightly over the tip which again pretty much you can tell I am soft, and my thickness is also almost 6” if you measure around flaccid. In fact, being uncircumcised added to some discomfort as most of the other guys had been circumcised. Oh and one additional piece of information, I am 5’6” so not real tall and then I was very thin which also made things really stand out. A group of girls came while we were all in the water and they were laughing and we had to eventually come out of the water. That evening I overheard a few of the other guys who didn’t see me, talking about it and they were saying and agreed that none of the girls were looking at them but only at my “big dick.” This may have been the first time that I ever heard guys talking openly about my penis and with admiration and envy. I can’t really remember how I felt about it but just kind of laughed to myself wondering if that were true in their observations.
The next significant experience I recall was when I lived in a Fraternity house in college. Again, I didn’t parade around naked but didn’t avoid it totally either. One day one of the guys from another room happened to walk in when I was putting on my underwear. Without thinking, he just stopped with his face having a shocked stunned look openly staring at my cock. I was caught off guard and so I smiled and said, “You discovered my prize winner.” I had never made a comment like that before about myself and he mumbled and turned red and walked out of the room. However, this same guy that evening at one of our drinking sessions (frat life) said to several guys out loud pointing at me, “He takes the prize.” I don’t think any of them knew what he was talking about but our conversations of course were about fucking girls. I turned to him and said, “Cut it out” softly. He looked at me and said, “If I had a cock like yours I wouldn’t hide it.” I can’t explain my reasoning except still not wanting to be someone that stood out. In fact about a week later I had a conversation with this guy. I told him I was with a girlfriend and I purposely said, several times, “I was 6” away from happiness” (as if I was only six inches erect). He looked at me and said, “You couldn’t get hard?” So my intent didn’t’ work. Again, when I look back I can’t tell you why I wanted to make him think I wasn’t any bigger erect. I know I lacked some confidence overall about my looks and height. Retrospectively, I was more of an introvert I suppose and still didn't appreciate anything that would draw attention. That soon would change.
My first real girlfriend that led to sex was in college. Retrospectively, if she had any sexual experience before me it must have been limited. She never once made a comment about my size and other than our first few times of fucking asking me to go slow she never seemed to act like I was anything other than then the normal guy. Well that is until one drunken encounter which included a female friend of hers. Well it was her best friend.
Her friend had come to visit my girlfriend and then for the weekend they wanted to go to a recreational lake and rent a small cabin. I was included without really any thought but I was the one who had a car (laugh). We had a lot of fun together during the day boating, drinking, swimming, etc. There was no hanky panky or anything sexual and although the cabin was small it had a separate bedroom and I was to sleep on the couch in the main room. But that night it rained and with the days' occasional drinking and then not much else to do we drank a lot that evening and smoked some weed. I can’t exactly recall all that happened but somehow with tons of drunken laughter we were daring each other like pretending to play strip poker. Eventually and I can’t even rationally explain it, but I was drunk and jumping like a drunken fool up and down on the couch teasing about pulling down my underwear. Both girls were clapping and like shouting "do it, do it", probably not thinking I would. I did. My girlfriend’s friend kind of freaked out, “Holy shit, that’s a big penis”, it’s so much bigger” not finishing her sentence and turning to my girlfriend, “You can take all of that?” My girlfriend laughed and said “yeah and that’s not even fully hard.” It might be difficult to understand but I was acting very silly because I was feeling in such a good mood from the drinking and weed. I had no inhibitions and this really and truly might have been the first time that I felt so proud of my endowment. It excited me to show it off. I grasped the base and kind of shook and twirled it at them both which had the effect to make it grow a bit more. I may not have mentioned that despite my soft size I only grow maybe about a 3rd more erect. So, if I generally average around 6” soft, erect I’m about 8 to maybe 8 ½ hard. Now, I know that is a big penis and I have an impressive girth, but it isn’t a monster (which I am glad of). I do also know that it looks really impressive and I am jumping ahead but some people think it is like 10” but that is because I am just 5’6 and so my penis obviously really sticks out.
If I wanted to create a fictional story I would tell you how I fucked my girlfriend’s friend. But, that is not what happened. In fact, not too long after showing off my cock, the girls said they were tired and went to bed. I was equally tired and although I think I might have considered jacking off, I really just fell asleep on the couch. There was never any sex.
Oddly enough, the relationship with my girlfriend soon after this get-a-way started to fade. We did see each other but over the month or so started becoming less and less. However, the comments that had occurred, my showing off, the way my girlfriend’s friend had reacted to seeing my large penis size all kind of changed my self concept. I can’t say it was just that incident but somehow I started to recognize that I indeed had a big dick and this was a very good thing to be proud of. I found that there was a certain enjoyment of now parading around naked where other guys could see how superior I was to them and yes it felt good. I also recall seeing stories in Penthouse Forum and other publications (now that I was old enough to purchase) how a big penis felt better to woman, or made average guys jealous and certainly the stories focused on how it was special. I had some lack of confidence about my height in the past but now I was a very confident person. I knew I was a superior man where it counts. This confidence lead me to my next relationship and it was with a beautiful blond haired girl, Andrea, who stood 6 feet tall. In fact when she would dress up she liked to wear heels that made her about 6’2.” Now of course at first she totally rejected me because she towered over me. I can share how my confidence and change of personality where I bragged to her about how she would miss out on something special all exposed a revelation. Size counts.
Should I continue?
There were certain events where being naked with others could not be avoided and some of those experiences did have impact. The first one I remember was in a summer camp. It was a very hot day where we had hiked to a lake. Everyone decided to jump in and so since no one was in bathing suits everyone stripped and went in. Of course I was reluctant and did things as quickly as possible. The Lake was really cold but as I said even at my most flaccid state I still am very hung. I guess I can share that totally and I mean totally soft I hang 6 ¼ inches if you measure from the pubic hair to the tip, I am uncircumcised but not with a tight foreskin so the skin hangs slightly over the tip which again pretty much you can tell I am soft, and my thickness is also almost 6” if you measure around flaccid. In fact, being uncircumcised added to some discomfort as most of the other guys had been circumcised. Oh and one additional piece of information, I am 5’6” so not real tall and then I was very thin which also made things really stand out. A group of girls came while we were all in the water and they were laughing and we had to eventually come out of the water. That evening I overheard a few of the other guys who didn’t see me, talking about it and they were saying and agreed that none of the girls were looking at them but only at my “big dick.” This may have been the first time that I ever heard guys talking openly about my penis and with admiration and envy. I can’t really remember how I felt about it but just kind of laughed to myself wondering if that were true in their observations.
The next significant experience I recall was when I lived in a Fraternity house in college. Again, I didn’t parade around naked but didn’t avoid it totally either. One day one of the guys from another room happened to walk in when I was putting on my underwear. Without thinking, he just stopped with his face having a shocked stunned look openly staring at my cock. I was caught off guard and so I smiled and said, “You discovered my prize winner.” I had never made a comment like that before about myself and he mumbled and turned red and walked out of the room. However, this same guy that evening at one of our drinking sessions (frat life) said to several guys out loud pointing at me, “He takes the prize.” I don’t think any of them knew what he was talking about but our conversations of course were about fucking girls. I turned to him and said, “Cut it out” softly. He looked at me and said, “If I had a cock like yours I wouldn’t hide it.” I can’t explain my reasoning except still not wanting to be someone that stood out. In fact about a week later I had a conversation with this guy. I told him I was with a girlfriend and I purposely said, several times, “I was 6” away from happiness” (as if I was only six inches erect). He looked at me and said, “You couldn’t get hard?” So my intent didn’t’ work. Again, when I look back I can’t tell you why I wanted to make him think I wasn’t any bigger erect. I know I lacked some confidence overall about my looks and height. Retrospectively, I was more of an introvert I suppose and still didn't appreciate anything that would draw attention. That soon would change.
My first real girlfriend that led to sex was in college. Retrospectively, if she had any sexual experience before me it must have been limited. She never once made a comment about my size and other than our first few times of fucking asking me to go slow she never seemed to act like I was anything other than then the normal guy. Well that is until one drunken encounter which included a female friend of hers. Well it was her best friend.
Her friend had come to visit my girlfriend and then for the weekend they wanted to go to a recreational lake and rent a small cabin. I was included without really any thought but I was the one who had a car (laugh). We had a lot of fun together during the day boating, drinking, swimming, etc. There was no hanky panky or anything sexual and although the cabin was small it had a separate bedroom and I was to sleep on the couch in the main room. But that night it rained and with the days' occasional drinking and then not much else to do we drank a lot that evening and smoked some weed. I can’t exactly recall all that happened but somehow with tons of drunken laughter we were daring each other like pretending to play strip poker. Eventually and I can’t even rationally explain it, but I was drunk and jumping like a drunken fool up and down on the couch teasing about pulling down my underwear. Both girls were clapping and like shouting "do it, do it", probably not thinking I would. I did. My girlfriend’s friend kind of freaked out, “Holy shit, that’s a big penis”, it’s so much bigger” not finishing her sentence and turning to my girlfriend, “You can take all of that?” My girlfriend laughed and said “yeah and that’s not even fully hard.” It might be difficult to understand but I was acting very silly because I was feeling in such a good mood from the drinking and weed. I had no inhibitions and this really and truly might have been the first time that I felt so proud of my endowment. It excited me to show it off. I grasped the base and kind of shook and twirled it at them both which had the effect to make it grow a bit more. I may not have mentioned that despite my soft size I only grow maybe about a 3rd more erect. So, if I generally average around 6” soft, erect I’m about 8 to maybe 8 ½ hard. Now, I know that is a big penis and I have an impressive girth, but it isn’t a monster (which I am glad of). I do also know that it looks really impressive and I am jumping ahead but some people think it is like 10” but that is because I am just 5’6 and so my penis obviously really sticks out.
If I wanted to create a fictional story I would tell you how I fucked my girlfriend’s friend. But, that is not what happened. In fact, not too long after showing off my cock, the girls said they were tired and went to bed. I was equally tired and although I think I might have considered jacking off, I really just fell asleep on the couch. There was never any sex.
Oddly enough, the relationship with my girlfriend soon after this get-a-way started to fade. We did see each other but over the month or so started becoming less and less. However, the comments that had occurred, my showing off, the way my girlfriend’s friend had reacted to seeing my large penis size all kind of changed my self concept. I can’t say it was just that incident but somehow I started to recognize that I indeed had a big dick and this was a very good thing to be proud of. I found that there was a certain enjoyment of now parading around naked where other guys could see how superior I was to them and yes it felt good. I also recall seeing stories in Penthouse Forum and other publications (now that I was old enough to purchase) how a big penis felt better to woman, or made average guys jealous and certainly the stories focused on how it was special. I had some lack of confidence about my height in the past but now I was a very confident person. I knew I was a superior man where it counts. This confidence lead me to my next relationship and it was with a beautiful blond haired girl, Andrea, who stood 6 feet tall. In fact when she would dress up she liked to wear heels that made her about 6’2.” Now of course at first she totally rejected me because she towered over me. I can share how my confidence and change of personality where I bragged to her about how she would miss out on something special all exposed a revelation. Size counts.
Should I continue?
