My big penis confession

Discussion in 'New Member Introductions' started by asian_girly, May 3, 2006.

  1. asian_girly

    asian_girly New Member

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    Hi everyone. Firstly some information about me:

    I was born in England although my parents are from the philippines. I lived in England until I was 9 when my partents decided that we were going to return to cebu in phllippines. I lived there until I was 20 when I returned to the UK to study at Manchester University and that is where I am now.

    Despite living in England for half of my life, my values and influences are very strictly given to me by my parents and then even more so through my teenage years back in the philippines. I have never had sex but have had 2 boyfriends with nothing more than masturbation happening. Asian men in my experience have small penises.

    Its taken quite some push for me to join here and then post on here. I have to admit that I have a fascination with large penises. I found this site by basically googling for 'large penis', and some of the pictures on here are just incredible to me. But as I write this I also feel a lot of shame to admit these feelings.

    I really want to meet a man with a large penis. I couldnt have sex with him (sorry its my culture I am afriad), but I desperately want to see and play with a large penis.

    I suppose this is one of the strangest posts on here!
     
  2. Pecker

    Pecker Retired Moderator
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    Believe me, girly, your post is far from strange! Good luck to you in your studies, academic and phallic.

    Welcome to LPSG!
     
  3. D_Kay_Sarah_Sarah

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    Girly your situation is highly understandable, There is no harm in admitting you like large penises so dont be embarrassed or ashamed of it, its quite normal.

    Dont do anything that is going to jeopardize your beliefes or values but there is nothing wrong with looking to satisfy a curiosity, and im sure the guys here wouldnt mind helping you out by letting you look at their pictures.

    Good luck with your studies and maybe one day you will get that big penis to play with
     
  4. Gisella

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    Hey Asian girl

    Welcome and have fun!

    Just be true to yourself and take steps...you took one by registering and opening up about your desires...:wink:

    Kisses
     
  5. asian_girly

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    Thank you for your kind words. If you were from my culture though you would understand the guilt (almost shame). But for me to have the strength to join and post here, the desire must be stronger.
     
  6. Gisella

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    Well...Asiangirl im not from your culture but im too in a culture different from my own...

    Just go slow...take your time.

    :wink:
     
  7. Riven650

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    This is a tricky one.
    I'm not familiar with your customs, traditions, etc. but getting together with a guy and playing with his cock would count as a sexual encounter in most people's eyes. It isn't sexual intercourse, but it's difficult to argue that it isn't a sex act. Like my fellow LPSG members, I'd hate for you to do anything you might later regret. Perhaps the way forward would be to make sure you have a chaperone (is that the right spelling?).

    My wife and I have a good friend who lives in Kent. He has a very big cock. It satarted out pretty big, but after many years of dedicated penis enlargement, it's huge - something like 10" long and very thick. We knew he had this monster cock before he showed us, and the first time he stayed over with us he asked my wife if she'd like a feel. It was quite fun to see the look on her face as she took hold of it.:rolleyes: She has long fingers but they couldn't get within an inch of her thumb. Anyway, although he's a nice guy, she didn't fancy him so that was as far as she wanted to take things. We hadn't been together long and we didn't want to do swinging anyway. These days (after nearly 20 years together) we're secure in our relationship and sex with other people isn't off limits any more.

    Have you talked with any of your girlfriends about this? You might find that you're not alone in your desire.
     
  8. asian_girly

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    My friends in the phlippines I could absolutely not discuss it with them. Although modern day filipina's are more liberated we are still old fashioned in western terms. I have friends at University but dont know them well enough to discuss it with them.

    There are days when I feel so ashamed by this desire and yet there are others where I will look around the internet for pictures of big ones. Its quite clear to me that it something i have to see before I die, lol.
     
  9. Perogee

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    Welcome to the boards asian girly :) You should not feel ashamed, there is nothing wrong in being curious about what excites you. I admire your courage for posting here, and I think you will like this community very much. Most of the people on here are very friendly and non-judgemental and would be happy to answer any questions you may have.
     
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    Hi asian girly and welcome to th site. Your post isn't strange and there's no need for you to feel ashamed about your interest in large penises! Hope you find what you're looking for, I'm sure you will get a lot of response
     
  11. Lofty

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    Welcome to the boards, you shouldn't feel ashamed of your interest, it is something a lot of people have (or these boards wouldn't exist).

    Out of interest are you at UMIST or MMU? (You don't have to answer if you don't want to ;))
     
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    Hey. You must try very hard not to feel ashamed. Guilt is self destructive. Don't give in to it. (If you wanted to hurt someone: That would be worthy of shame.) Everyone has sexual desires and needs. I mean everyone. People have always admired a big penis. It sounds like this has become your main sexual fantasy. Both men and women have favourite fantasies that they come back to again and again. Women's sexual fantasies often include the idea of having sex with a man with a big penis (or a bunch of well hung guys). It's amazing how many women's fantasies also include having sex with a horse! It's quite normal and natural to fantasize about big cocks.

    I think you should get as much enjoyment as you can out of looking at penis pictures, and corresponding with us. But getting together with a guy and touching his penis? Not until you absolutely know you can do it without regrets. This might not be until you marry. But you might be pleasantly surprised by the size and feel of your husbands cock. If he has a small one.... He'll probably enjoy making it bigger for you. Like a lot of men on LPSG I am making my penis bigger through penis elargement workouts. It's great fun for me, and my wife is enjoying it too.
    Love Riven650
     
  13. Wonderboy

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    I'd be happy to oblige Asian Girly :p

    I live in England and have no problem showing my penis to whoever wants to see.

    (Anyone wondering why there aren't any in the gallery...patience, my child. I'm having my first proper, state of the art digital camera delivered in about two weeks. Cock et al pics abound.)

    Welcome. Hope you get your wish/fantasy fulfilled.
     
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    Welcome and enjoy the group!
     
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    Hi there! I'm going to jump in here mainly because I can really relate w/ you. I am not of the same culture as you, but did have the same stigmas re: sex forced upon me all my life. I was raised in a southern baptist church - need I say more? Sex is dirty and evil, unless your doing it to make a baby.

    All I want say to you, is go with what feels good. Physically and mentally. It is hard to get over that stigma that was embedded in you for so long, but when you finally do - it's overwhelming and totally liberating. I spent waaaay to long thinking that my obsession with sex, masterbation, men, porn, etc, etc, was something dirty. When I finally realized I am the one who determines what is right for me or wrong for me.....gosh, what a relief. Do I think I'm going to hell for the kind of life I live? Maybe, but it won't be because I love cocks. Sexual desire is a God given emotion.....shouldn't we use it as we see fit?

    Go out there and quench your desires girl. Life is much to short to have regrets. Your young, single, beautiful (I'm sure)...there is nothing wrong with fufilling a desire that is yours and yours only.

    PS - I'm sure you will have no problem finding a subject on this board. Lots of nice people with exactly what you want.

    Good luck! xxx
     
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    I lived in San Fran for awhile, lots of Fillipinas - prettiest and most sexually liberated women I ever met, so the reticence is news to me....how big are you looking for? Male strip shows may be an option - do they get nekkid in England?
     
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    For a very long time I too struggled with my desire for a large penis; in my culture, if you crave a large penis, people think there's something wrong with you ( stretched out vagina or something) so for fear of not being thought of in that way, you keep your desires secret......and settle for less...and I do mean "less".
    I thought I was alone in this, but this site let me know otherwise.......BOY IS IT A RELIEF!!!!!!
    I can look at the photos and talk about this desire safely and without judgement.
    Be encouraged!:tongue:
     
  18. Love-it

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    The lovely, young Phili"pene" girl,
    wants to give large ones a whirl,
    she's studiously academic,
    including all things phallic,
    and she wants to give yours a twirl.

    Inspired by the limerick post, but it belongs here.
     
  19. steve2727

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    Welcome asian_girly, hope you like the site, knowing what you like in a man is nothing to be ashamed of. :biggrin1:

    In your opening post you mentioned something about asian men being small in your experience. Just for the record, what evidence there is indicates asian men are no smaller than anyone else, it's probably just coincidence in your case, all this 'black men are bigger, asian men are smaller etc' is a myth, you're just as likely to find that big penis you're after on an asian man as any other.
     
  20. asian_girly

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    I am not sure if your question is addressed to me or open. I couldnt comment on evidence or ethnic group sizes. What I am saying is that the two boyfriends I had in the Philippines were small.
     
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