Hi, my name is Jay. I'm 19 years old and from Maine. I lost my virginity on Monday, October 3rd, 2022. The story behind why I lost it at 19 is because where I went to school, there were not many queer men other than two twink's and one manipulative and toxic bi guy, so I did not get the chance to lose my virginity, not even a first kiss. Some of you might be asking why you did not download any apps. I was underage, and when I was 18, I was still terrified of family finding out because I was and still am not out to them. (not because I would be hated but more because I don't want to and shouldn't have to, you know)
To start last month, I suddenly got the urge to download grinder because I wanted to experience sex and felt ready. I was also very horny cause I moved into my first year of college and dorm life, so I couldn't jerk off as much as I used to. Anyways I found this guy who we will call Mic, who is 23 years old, so four years older, which I know some say you should be with your age, but I wanted my experience to be good and not two inexperienced teens having sex. Anyways Mic is a hockey player, so he's pretty fit. He's also in the hospitality industry, so he's very welcoming and, as you guess, very hospitable.
To start my experience with the guy, he picked me up at my dorm, and right away, he comforted me by asking me questions and telling me about his life and asking about mine. He drove me to his fancy studio apartment a few towns over and gave me a tour. He also showed me his gaming setup and Minecraft world, which I love, so it helped connect us. Personally, I need some connection with someone to have sex with them. Let me say it was like a fantasy. There were lit candles and blue led lights on in the bedroom.
Overall, the vibe was very relaxing and cozy. He started by breaking the ice and giving me a big hug with a huge adorable smile, which instantly melted me. Of course, I was still nervous, and I think he knew, so he put on a tv show, bobs burgers which we both love, and I sat and watched that as he was getting ready in the bathroom douching. When he was done, he asked me what jock strap he should wear. I picked the black one, and I underdressed, which he helped me with, and we then laid down on his bed, where he wrapped his body on top of mine, and we started cuddling. We cuddled for a while ngl I was so hard and wet feeling him on me. He gave me my first kiss and even taught me how. He then sucked my dick, and it felt amazing. I wanted to suck him, but he's uncut, and his skin is very tight, so it can be uncomfortable for him, so I did not get the chance to. After that, he taught me how to eat ass, then set up a sex swing cause it makes it easier for him to bottom. Not long after he put on a playlist and we started, I lubed up his ass and my dick and started fucking him. The first song we fucked to was Vegas by Doja Cat, which ngl beat helped me keep a rhythm. It was terrific, but ngl, I was so nervous it took me forever to cum. He came before I did, but it felt amazing. Lastly, we took a shower and kissed each other a little before getting dressed, and he drove me home.
I have had 11 other experiences since then, mostly oral, but still, experiences both good and bad, which have been mostly amazing.
P.S sorry, my writing is all over the place. It is hard to keep my thoughts organized and to write them out. If you wanna hear about some of the rest of my experiences, let me know. The next part will be short, sadly, not sweet, but bitter and sour. It was not great.
To start last month, I suddenly got the urge to download grinder because I wanted to experience sex and felt ready. I was also very horny cause I moved into my first year of college and dorm life, so I couldn't jerk off as much as I used to. Anyways I found this guy who we will call Mic, who is 23 years old, so four years older, which I know some say you should be with your age, but I wanted my experience to be good and not two inexperienced teens having sex. Anyways Mic is a hockey player, so he's pretty fit. He's also in the hospitality industry, so he's very welcoming and, as you guess, very hospitable.
To start my experience with the guy, he picked me up at my dorm, and right away, he comforted me by asking me questions and telling me about his life and asking about mine. He drove me to his fancy studio apartment a few towns over and gave me a tour. He also showed me his gaming setup and Minecraft world, which I love, so it helped connect us. Personally, I need some connection with someone to have sex with them. Let me say it was like a fantasy. There were lit candles and blue led lights on in the bedroom.
Overall, the vibe was very relaxing and cozy. He started by breaking the ice and giving me a big hug with a huge adorable smile, which instantly melted me. Of course, I was still nervous, and I think he knew, so he put on a tv show, bobs burgers which we both love, and I sat and watched that as he was getting ready in the bathroom douching. When he was done, he asked me what jock strap he should wear. I picked the black one, and I underdressed, which he helped me with, and we then laid down on his bed, where he wrapped his body on top of mine, and we started cuddling. We cuddled for a while ngl I was so hard and wet feeling him on me. He gave me my first kiss and even taught me how. He then sucked my dick, and it felt amazing. I wanted to suck him, but he's uncut, and his skin is very tight, so it can be uncomfortable for him, so I did not get the chance to. After that, he taught me how to eat ass, then set up a sex swing cause it makes it easier for him to bottom. Not long after he put on a playlist and we started, I lubed up his ass and my dick and started fucking him. The first song we fucked to was Vegas by Doja Cat, which ngl beat helped me keep a rhythm. It was terrific, but ngl, I was so nervous it took me forever to cum. He came before I did, but it felt amazing. Lastly, we took a shower and kissed each other a little before getting dressed, and he drove me home.
I have had 11 other experiences since then, mostly oral, but still, experiences both good and bad, which have been mostly amazing.
P.S sorry, my writing is all over the place. It is hard to keep my thoughts organized and to write them out. If you wanna hear about some of the rest of my experiences, let me know. The next part will be short, sadly, not sweet, but bitter and sour. It was not great.
