I'm male and had I had a really close male friend at one point and one day we kind of just started messing around out of literally no where. And it was great! We hadn't been with too many people yet, but we had each other to fool around with. We blew each other to completion every week or two. A couple times we tried butt stuff (that shit hurt, my ass was not properly trained first lol)
We never really talked about it or even acknowledged it, but I'm certain we both had the same thought process.
Wondered if I was actually gay for a short time only to realize I did indeed still love me some ladies more so than anything.
But a nut, is a nut. We were just best buds helping each other out in between gfs. No strings attached. Eventually we kind of went our separate ways, I still know him, he's still a great friend, just that part of our friendship is in the past.
But I do look back on it fondly. And I learned a lot about myself from it. I feel like I'm a lot more comfortable in my own sexuality than some of my friends are because of it. There's something I can like about almost anyone, any gender. I think from the outside looking in, generally people, including myself at one point, think that bisexuality is 50/50 but I realized that I'm 70/30 (or 69/31 as it is here lol)
I do love me some curvy ladies, but women are a lot of work sometimes lol even if you have a casual hookup thing, I get really hung up on social anxiety and upkeep sometimes
Kinda miss the days of just getting homie to nut, getting one off in return, then going separate ways for a bit
We never really talked about it or even acknowledged it, but I'm certain we both had the same thought process.
Wondered if I was actually gay for a short time only to realize I did indeed still love me some ladies more so than anything.
But a nut, is a nut. We were just best buds helping each other out in between gfs. No strings attached. Eventually we kind of went our separate ways, I still know him, he's still a great friend, just that part of our friendship is in the past.
But I do look back on it fondly. And I learned a lot about myself from it. I feel like I'm a lot more comfortable in my own sexuality than some of my friends are because of it. There's something I can like about almost anyone, any gender. I think from the outside looking in, generally people, including myself at one point, think that bisexuality is 50/50 but I realized that I'm 70/30 (or 69/31 as it is here lol)
I do love me some curvy ladies, but women are a lot of work sometimes lol even if you have a casual hookup thing, I get really hung up on social anxiety and upkeep sometimes
Kinda miss the days of just getting homie to nut, getting one off in return, then going separate ways for a bit
