My First Bull

gillandjam

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Hello. I posted most of a fictional story that I wrote a while back based on feelings and thoughts I had when I was younger, and things I (sort of) wished may have happened then. The guy I had been with for a while encouraged me to put it online. Thanks for all the kind replies regarding it. I tried to make it true to my emotions and feelings.

I now feel able to deal with things closer to home, namely my first real mmf experiences when myself and my partner James finally met a man in early 2015.

Myself and James had been together as a couple for 10 years and had enjoyed a wonderful sex life and journey over that time. We have only been playing since jan 2015 when we met our partner Jamie. It was something myself and James had talked about a lot for a couple of years before; mainly as a fantasy initially as we were worried that the reality would be uncomfortable, and we did not want to damage our relationship. We both had a high sex drive that for me developed during our relationship. Over the years I became much more sexually aware. Trying new things and opening up.

A couple of years before we finally met Jamie, we began talking about the idea of me experiencing another man. Initially as a nice harmless fantasy that couples can have, but as time went on it began to take on more resonance. It became more serious a few times when having sex James would slip out during cowgirl, when I was very aroused. He was average sized at 6" and skinny, and told me he wanted to be bigger for me, to stay in. Over time the idea developed and I finally admitted to myself and James that I had (like a lot of women that perhaps won't admit it) a desire for very well endowed men as a fantasy. We both wanted it and after a lot of soul searching, where we changed our minds a good few times, we tentatively tried online. That was a pretty dispiriting experience and it took a full year before we even met Jamie. Had a lot of timewasters, and I have to admit we also backed out an arranged meeting twice and we almost gave up. Eventually met a couple of guys which was really terrifying at first for me, but it didn't click and we didn't take it past a drink.

After all that when we were about to call it a day we started chatting to Jamie and this is my story.