So this happened two nights ago and Ive been wanting to write about it ever since. Its really detailed but I thought that was important to give a clear picture of the experience. (It may even be kind of hot for some people too maybe) Ive been living in California for a while now and made some good friends. Two of whom, are this beautiful, spunky young lady with lots of famous fabulous friends and the other part of threesome is our gay friend (I hate saying that, but its for id purposes here only) who is atypically unfabulous, totally athletic and shy (trust me its rare in los angeles as oppose to the east coast). Theyve both been great friends and Ive always had a crush on my ladyfriend though I knew were not really dating compatible (shes a little too wild/open relationshipy) Getting to the point. The three of us were hanging out and my guy friend was saying he always knew he was gay and never even kissed a girl or found them attractive. At this point my lady friend pulls up her shirt and shows off her boobs (still wearing bra) and says really you dont like these! We laughed and she kept asking questions and sexual tension kind of kept building. Tell you what, Ill be your first girl. Kind of nervous laughter. And hes getting embarrassed and says that of course not cause he wont be turned on. At one point I interject and say What am I filming it? and she thinks for a moment and asks my friend What if he was in it too? We both feel really nervous and I cant tell if hes turned on by the suggestion but I know Im turned on by her. We dont really know how serious things are. Were not drunk, but have had a few. She says shes never had a threesome and has always wanted to so why not in a safe situation with friends? Were still laughing about it so she says tell you what lets just play a little and see what happens. I had been in a ménage a tois twice before my life: once with two women. Once with a woman and another man. But that time with the other man we had no contact between us. With this time I wasnt sure how it was going to go. We then start by taking turns taking off a piece of clothing at time. She first. Then my friend. Then me. She takes off her bra and has near perfect breasts. She says we have to take off our underwear first before she does and so he goes first. He seems nervous and is not really too big. Hes in really great shape and is a good looking guy though. I go next in full shower mode about six inches flaccid. I could tell she wasnt really expecting this. Im know Im not giant or anything, but she smiled and laughed and clapped her hands for just a second. I think she was just throwing me in there at first to get to help our friend loosen up but now she seemed more excited. She said okay then and slid off her underwear. She was completely shaved (not really my favorite) but she was absolutely gorgeous naked. Note: it should also be noted that we had just gone a few days before to get tested for STDs. were all big advocates for constant testing and hope everyone out there does the same. Be safe! Next, she go the ball rolling and she kissed both of us. Next she started playing with both of us. I knew my friend was feeling weird about looking at me, so I told him not too worry. At this point we both get hard. He seems to be a bit over five inches and Im getting hard at 7.7L, 7.1circ, and a 2.7 w. At this point we go back to her bedroom and she lays him down on the bed and starts giving him oral. He is nervous, but aroused, and probably kind of confused? I know hes not becoming straight in the process or anything, but its his first experience like this. At one point she asks me to come over and tells me to start jerking him off as I suck his balls she was being very direct now. I basically just said fuck it and went for it. It was the first time I had touched another guys penis, certainly while erect. He was circumsized so I tried to be gentle. It was warm and hard and I felt like my hand was big for it, but maybe its just cause Im only used to my own. She came up and was like next try things on me. She layed down and had him kiss her breasts and he kept laughing. Last she asked him to try touching her. His reaction wow, its really warm and slippery. He tried oral for about one second and came up ah! Weird! Just weird! we laughed, but then she told me to show what to do. I didnt like being so scientific about it so I tried to be sexual and passionate, she kind of got into it and then stopped it before it went on too long. Next she brought him up to start having sex with him. He awkwardly positioned himself and kept looking at me if what I was doing was right. She helped guide him in and he was like oh weird! and am I really doing it? its like, glides! he was more in a state of surprise than enjoyment. She turned it doggystyle on him and then asked me to come forward cause she wanted to try fingercuffs I laughed at the chasing amy reference. And after a couple minutes my friend was like okay Im done and now I think Im about to have sex with her and she says that I should try fucking my friend. I dont know what to make of it, but my friend says hey were the ones doing all the opposite stuff! she laughed and looked at me and said next time well try something with one of my girlfriends it wasnt like this was a bribe or anything and I certainly wasnt thinking about it like that, but she then started being very sexy and I was kind of into the whole thing so far and curious, so I said fuck it once again and decided to try it. My friend took a few moments to get turned on, which she assisted him with and then I went for it. Theres no other way to describe it other than that. I went for it. His butt was kinda muscular and I am used to very soft ladies butts. I was remarkably amazed how different it felt. I had anal sex before he was really seeming to crunch his muscles on and off and it felt very very tight. He didnt want to use lube and said he liked the friction. It felt like death grip and I just wasnt feeling it too much and didnt know I should do it (Like what pace, or aim, or anything) and it was strange to hear grunting manly voices when youre used to laidies, but he was actually pretty into it (maybe it was because she was jerking him off a bit as he was bent over). After a bit, we kinda both agreed it was enough. She tried to finish him and was sucking him off and then looked at me and said, well youre one away and you should try everything once. I agreed and for literally thirty seconds I gave him oral. I was really unsure what to do, I just tried to keep my teeth as far away as possible. She took over and finished jerking him off. He sat down to the side. At this point I thought things were finished, but she said okay this is what tends to happen to my friend And me and her laid down on the bed and started making out. She was really into it. We were all over each other, kind of forgetting where we were and everything that happened and started having hard sex. Halfway through she said oops one last thing I wanted to try! after a few moments of her coxing him, this led to our friend coming over and she asked him to take her anally to try being double stuffed we took a few moments got everything arranged and did it for like 3 minutes before she said yeah, thats not as great as I thought it would be and it went back just to us. We really got into again and after a long while she finally came ( I had been holding on desperately) and she had such a great cum face and yelling. I finally let it go and came so amazingly hard. We collapsed in a heap. And thats how it ended. We caught our breath. And then things were weird. But not too weird. In the heat of anticipation and excitement we were like in this backward logic place for the past couple of hours. We were trying anything and were totally getting rushes from the experimentation. Now it was regular life again and we were three friends who all just had sex with each other. (the getting a rush phenomenon is why I think so many people cheat, because they get caught up in that sexual rush and then just give in and they cant think) But this was not like that at all. Because this was really okay. We did nothing wrong nor ever felt like were doing anything wrong. So we started addressing the feeling and talking about it. We talked for an hour about sex identity in our culture and it ended up being a surprisingly meaningful conversation. Experimentation is not that bad. He didnt feel any more straight after and I dont think a felt any more gay. We were still attracted to what we were attracted to. Who knows it may have some ramification for me later in life that I dont feel now. But Im still the same. I imagine theres someone out there who would now say Im gay forever! Or that I was bi-sexual. But I dont feel like I am. If anything I feel even more comfortable with my sexuality having now tried other possibilities. But I really dont know. What do others think about this? I havent spoken to either of them since that night I really do appreciate the thoughts. Thank you.