My Husband Is Gay (or Bi) And I’m Ok

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It’s funny how unplanned life events lead to unplanned outcomes. Little did I ever dream that a decision to become campers would change or have me discover a side of my husband and myself perhaps neither of us knew (and I certainly didn’t).

Brad and I were married for a decade. We never had a desire for children and lived a conventional life and marriage. Our sex life was good although perhaps at times not as exciting as it had been at first. I assumed that was normal. Also from dating experience, I knew my husband was on the smaller side physically with his endowment but it really didn’t matter to me as his oral skills were off the charts and everything was perfectly satisfactory. In fact, the real problem that we had in our relationship was his dominating type of behavior with me often barking orders rather than asking for something to be done. It was like “fix me breakfast, or what’s for dinner” rather than “would you or could you.” Now not all of his behavior was a total surprise because when we had dated he always was the take charge person and occasionally I would get very angry at his bossiness. But, I loved and still love him as well.

We liked taking vacations to National parks or State parks doing hiking and similar outdoors sightseeing. However, we began to realize that by staying at hotels you only got partial time outdoors because you would always have to drive somewhere to get back to a hotel room. Plus, there were times we would rent a car and drive and find some spot that we wished we could have stayed longer but again had to be back in some town for a room. My husband decided, as usual without asking, that the solution was to get a camper where we could stay in campgrounds. However, I thought this was a great idea as well. Like I said, that decision would lead to events that changed our lives.

We took a long summer vacation allowing us to drive to various parts of the country. We stayed at campgrounds and enjoyed the experience. However, we realized after this summer vacation that in order to stay in many park campgrounds you still needed reservations and to plan ahead. We had always wanted to visit Joshua Tree State Park in California and went on-line and found several campgrounds within the park and made an advanced reservation for 6 nights at one of them.

The surprise for us at Joshua Tree was that park was more about boulders, big rock formations, and a few long hikes with those rocks surrounding you. In fact, the campground we stayed at was spaces in between the boulders. Our second day there we did this long hike where after the first mile you were pretty much by yourselves. However, at a part where there was an old dam we encounter a couple (Tom and Miranda) about our ages and the other husband was very knowledgeable about the local area. He then became somewhat of a guide as we spent several hours hiking together. We learned that the woman was a girlfriend and as we headed back we found that they were staying in the same campground for the week. So, we all decided to cook out and have dinner together. It was fun having a few drinks and eating under the stars other than the bugs. We talked about doing another hike the next day but they said it would have to be in the afternoon as Tom had to drive Miranda back to Palm Springs early in the morning as she couldn’t stay.

The next day my husband and I drove through the park and headed back mid-day to meet up with Tom. It was then that Tom shared about a half hour drive away was a very scenic but another long trail if we wanted to go. Sure we were ready and so we rode with Tom and then got to the place and started the hike. We had gone about an hour and my husband whispered that he had to pee. So, while Tom and I walked my husband stopped and waited for us to move out of sight. When Tom realized my husband was not with us he stopped and asked where he was. I laughed explaining that it was a nature call. Tom nodded his head and said, well not a bad idea but can I walk ahead and make sure no one is coming the other way. So, I also walked forward out of the line of sight. I wasn’t standing there for even 20 seconds where I heard voices coming in the distance. I headed quickly back to warn Tom and the sight that I saw took my breath away. Tom was peeing from an enormous penis hanging down like off of a horse was my thought. But, also watching behind him was my husband also gazing at Tom. Neither of them could see me as I backed off. However, the excitement of what I briefly saw had my heart beating fast. How could someone be that big my mind raced and did I really see what I just saw? I would have thought seeing a guy pee would have been a turnoff but the enormity of Tom’s penis was exciting and perhaps the spying made it even more so. But, why was my husband nearby watching him as well?

As Tom and my husband caught up to me, we then continued our hike. But, I couldn’t get the image of Tom out of my mind and my perception of him. Now my thoughts about him was completely different. As we walked I would sometimes look over to see his crotch and wondered where was he hiding all that manhood? You didn’t see anything. However, I knew within myself that I was laughing harder at any of his funny comments and being flirtatious. I remember thinking to cut it out, but it felt more important now for him to like me as he was a special man. This was not about having sex with him though but I had a certain respect because he was so physically gifted. I also noticed several times where my husband and Tom were engaged in heavy conversations almost leaving me to the side. I figured it was typical guys and I knew that my husband also liked to at least feel in charge.

We had a fun although exhausting time and finally headed back. Interestingly without anything being discussed as soon as we were back my husband and I had heated sex. I knew in my mind I was fantasizing about fucking the big penis of Tom and my husband’s smaller size kind of felt a little frustrating just at that moment. But, the sex was still intense and my husband was more physical than normal as well. Afterwards, we napped and then had dinner by ourselves.

I woke up the next morning and my husband was not there. This wasn’t as unusual as he often got up early and sometimes liked to go out and take pictures while I fixed breakfast and showered, etc. I showered, got dressed, and went to look for my husband as we were low on food and I thought maybe we should drive to town while it was still early for some supplies. I looked around and not finding him immediately I walked through the campground and over to Tom’s location. I knocked on his camper door but after a few minutes with no answer I started to head back. However, there was a trail nearby his location that leads into the rocks and I thought maybe they both went that way. I walked for maybe 5 minutes and didn’t see or hear anyone. So, I climbed up on this boulder to get a better look ahead and my life changed at that moment. Down below me and to the side, my husband was on his knees sucking that enormous cock of Tom’s. It was big soft and now it was a monster hard. Neither of them could see me and I just watched and watched. Tom’s penis was so big that my husband had the top part in his mouth and could put both his hands separately holding Tom’s penis with that room to spare. Tom was sort of leaning back against a rock as my husband was jacking and sucking him. Every once in awhile, my husband would remove one hand and grasp Tom’s testicles and just use the other hands more like masturbating Tom. I don’t know how long they had been at it before I had first spied them but I saw Tom tense and heard a soft moan and realized he was ejaculating into my husband’s mouth. My husband was actually swallowing his cum something I never felt comfortable with whenever doing oral sex. I can’t begin to describe my initial shock and humiliation. But, the humiliation wasn’t about me as much as feeling humiliation for my husband sucking another man’s penis on his knees. Was he gay? This was nothing that I have ever sensed and yet I was also fascinated with what I was witnessing. My husband continued to suck Tom’s penis as it was softening and when Tom removed his still tremendous organ he squeezed the top of his penis and to my continued shame for my husband slid his tongue to take the additional remaining cum and then Tom took his still long penis and slapped it a couple times against my husband’s face and then quickly pulled it and placed it back in his pants.

I backed away climbing down and quickly ran back to our camper. Maybe 5 minutes after I got back my husband came inside. “I’ve got to fuck you now” my husband said. I acted of course innocent and asked what was going on. “I just am in a real horny mood honey, I need you” My husband didn’t even spend a minute to get me ready and like a man possessed just entered me and began fucking me like a rabbit. I laid there thinking I am just a receptacle to him and felt confusion and resentment. He came like in 30 seconds, held still for maybe 10 more seconds, withdrew, and then went to take a shower. I laid on the bed my mind going over all I had seen and wondered what I should do? will share more later..........
 

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I got up, went in the shower and began crying. My husband had betrayed me in several ways and it felt like our marriage was over. He disrespected me, had hidden himself from me, did he even love me, and who was this man that would do that to me were thoughts going through my head. But, also I had intense fear and my crying was accompanied by shaking and worry. What was I going to do? I still loved him, we were friends, was I going to have to start my life over again, and what was I going to do right now at this moment being away, and on and on. I had been in there for some time when my husband knocked on the door and asked if I was OK? I couldn’t at first respond and he knocked louder and again asked me. I finally called out and said I will be out in a minute. However, I took my time to compose myself.

I put on a robe and walked into the kitchen area where my husband was sitting. Now our Camper is not that big but large enough. I told my husband I needed some alone time today as I just wanted to be outdoors and contemplate nature. He looked at me strangely and said it was not a good idea even out here for a woman to be alone. Why now, he asked me. I started to cry which I was angry at myself for doing. “What’s wrong” he asked concerned now. My anger and my sadness were competing and so I confronted him. I saw what you were doing with Tom? At first, Brad tried to pretend like he didn’t know what I was talking about which only made me angrier. So now I said very curtly, “I saw you sucking his dick!” There was now total uncomfortable silence although my husband’s face turned beet red. That silence lasted for quite some time and then finally I said, “Do you even love me?” My husband got up, came up to me, and hugged me saying, “Of course I do.” I pushed him away. “Cheating on me is not love,” I said. My husband responded in a gentle but firm tone, “What you saw had nothing to do with you, my love for you, my relationship or our marriage.” “How can you say that” I responded so confused by his response.

“Sit down please” my husband said. “It’s true there have been things in my life that you have never known because I was embarrassed and scared to share as I didn’t know how you would react. Maybe by accident this needed to come out as I don’t want to lose you or hide things, I honestly do love you, and you are my best friend. Since I was young I have been turned on by well-endowed guys although I never really acted on it until college. You remember Andy, you met him once. He and I fooled around in college when we didn’t have girls to date. He didn’t have a super big cock but it was long and it was a turn on to me. I found that sometimes being with a guy was something I desired. None of this made me dislike women and when we met and as I still do, I loved you very much. But, my private sexuality maybe it is like a drug addict. I can’t let it go. I know you are going to be upset but I am telling you everything. I have met over the years with a few male escorts. I did this secretly to get that desire out of my system when it came and it is not constant. It hasn’t been often maybe 4 times in the 10 years of our marriage. Honey, I have always felt it was something about my desires and not about you or reducing one bit of my caring for you. If anything I have felt it has kept me close with you.”

I can’t help it but I saw Tom exposed when he was peeing on the trail and he is very large. After that when the 3 of us were walking he and I was chatting quite a bit. I tested the waters by joking about seeing his big penis and actually said that I was glad you didn’t see it or you would instantly divorce me. He laughed at that and he told me that girlfriend was actually from a sex website where they had met. He told me she was into well hung men and he also told me he liked variety. All this talk was happening when we all were hiking. I asked him about variety and he winked at me which I knew meant he was OK with guys. He at a later point said to me that he saw me staring and did I like what I saw? I told him I did and would like to see it again. If his camper wasn’t so small we would never have done anything out in the open. I am sorry that you saw us and I never wanted to hurt you. I don’t disrespect you at all and maybe that this secret I have been carrying now that it is out can help us be even closer. I have always wanted you to share in my experiences and be part of all my life. Would that upset you to do?”

There was a lot for me to process and of course there were more details of this conversation that just is too involved to completely describe. But, in one way I felt sorry for the pain my husband must have been experiencing with this secret. There still was some resentment, but all in all I felt some relief. “Come cuddle with me” I said and we got back into bed and just held each other for a while and then gently talked. I asked, “Do you enjoy sex with me?” “OH my God, yes, please don’t misunderstand of course I do.” What’s more now that I can share my other sexual side if you are my partner it will even increase our togetherness and my being me even more.” “You know Tom wants to fuck you too.” This idea sent a shiver through me of mixed emotion. I asked, “We would do this together?” My husband responded if you wanted or what about if Tom and I do oral and sex would you be a part of that too? I wasn’t sure but felt it was important at this moment in time to say Yes. My husband looked so happy and relieved that we kissed and made out like we were back on our honeymoon. After a while, my husband said, “Can we experiment with Tom and will you be OK with seeing me with him?” Yes, I want to be part of your life” I responded. Again he was so happy it made me happy and this time I shed a few tears of joy.

We got dressed and headed over to see Tom. His camper was too small for us to all sit inside so we walked and talked heading back to ours. We discussed everything and I said that I was not ready to have sex with Tom but would be fine otherwise participating if they wanted to do things as I wanted to watch. Tom didn’t seem to be upset with the fact I wasn’t going to have sex with him and I was slightly unsure why. Both Tom and my husband several times had to repeatedly check with me that everything that they did was OK with me. I equally repeated as long as I was part of it, this was fine, Brad is my husband.

When we got into our camper neither guy wasted any time getting undressed. Now it was one thing to see Tom’s penis from a distance it was another to see it up close. The difference in sizes was really amazing as when their two erect penises touched early on it was like one was twice as big as the other. Tom laid back and I watched with interest my husband doing oral on him. I took off my clothes in watching them and soon joined as Tom asked us to play with his cock together. It was fun and I loved the feeling of sharing Tom’s big penis and even more so the excitement it created with my husband. At one point I was doing oral on my husband and he was continuing to do oral on Tom. Then my husband had me join him again and we both sucked on Tom’s cock and balls. Quite honestly, Tom’s penis tasted really good which it never occurred to me that a penis had a taste. Maybe because it was so big, but we were having fun and I could understand a bit better why this would turn on a smaller sized man.

Suddenly, Tom moved and said OK, which I had no idea what he was saying “OK” about. My husband let go of his cock and turned over to face down and then lifted up on his knees. Oh my God I again thought, this was unexpected. Tom moved behind my husband and began to try inserting his huge penis into my husband. I couldn’t at first believe it; he was going to fuck my husband like a man fucks me! I just watched with complete fascination and softly said, “Don’t you need a condom? "Good Idea Tom said and lube it up if you can." I reached over by the bed for a lubricant we sometimes used and put a considerable amount on the condom and on Tom’s penis and did rub it which was fun to feel. Tom moved again behind my husband and slowly slipped his penis working it inside my husband’s backside. Watching it was again fascinating and even though I wasn’t sure what I was feeling, I was excited to be part of all of this. Tom’s big penis was eventually all inside which I marveled at and even at one point asked my husband if he was OK. He told me it felt really good and Tom started fucking my husband. Their sex was different than a man and a woman in their grunting and sort of maleness. As they really got into it, I surprised myself by getting behind Tom and grasped his big balls massaging them. Then as he was thrusting into my husband I felt like I had some control of his penis and actually holding his balls did some of the back and forth movement. Tom’s balls were way bigger than my husband and I loved the feeling they had and the look of them swinging if I accidently let go. I kept massaging them and a few times slipped my hand to rub the underside of Tom’s penis. It literally filled my hand. I kind of grabbed the bottom of his shaft and balls to continue my involvement and could feel Tom ejaculating which was a fun sensation. They both were moaning so much and when Tom withdrew I could see cum from underneath my husband’s penis so clearly he had ejaculated too. Unlike myself or woman I know, once they were done it was over and they got dressed. "Maybe next time, you might want to try that big cock of Tom's too," my husband said with a smile. I hadn't seen my husband so happy for a long time and after Tom left we cuddled some more and then took a nap. However, I did think about fucking Tom but had some doubts. But, what a day.
 

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I love this story so much. I’m such a fan of yours already. English is my second language and this was a very efficient exercise for me to be able to introduce all those words and expressions into my vocabulary. Also very hot and it turned me on. Nothing but positive comments to you. I’m looking forward to keep reading lot more of your creations.


I got up, went in the shower and began crying. My husband had betrayed me in several ways and it felt like our marriage was over. He disrespected me, had hidden himself from me, did he even love me, and who was this man that would do that to me were thoughts going through my head. But, also I had intense fear and my crying was accompanied by shaking and worry. What was I going to do? I still loved him, we were friends, was I going to have to start my life over again, and what was I going to do right now at this moment being away, and on and on. I had been in there for some time when my husband knocked on the door and asked if I was OK? I couldn’t at first respond and he knocked louder and again asked me. I finally called out and said I will be out in a minute. However, I took my time to compose myself.

I put on a robe and walked into the kitchen area where my husband was sitting. Now our Camper is not that big but large enough. I told my husband I needed some alone time today as I just wanted to be outdoors and contemplate nature. He looked at me strangely and said it was not a good idea even out here for a woman to be alone. Why now, he asked me. I started to cry which I was angry at myself for doing. “What’s wrong” he asked concerned now. My anger and my sadness were competing and so I confronted him. I saw what you were doing with Tom? At first, Brad tried to pretend like he didn’t know what I was talking about which only made me angrier. So now I said very curtly, “I saw you sucking his dick!” There was now total uncomfortable silence although my husband’s face turned beet red. That silence lasted for quite some time and then finally I said, “Do you even love me?” My husband got up, came up to me, and hugged me saying, “Of course I do.” I pushed him away. “Cheating on me is not love,” I said. My husband responded in a gentle but firm tone, “What you saw had nothing to do with you, my love for you, my relationship or our marriage.” “How can you say that” I responded so confused by his response.

“Sit down please” my husband said. “It’s true there have been things in my life that you have never known because I was embarrassed and scared to share as I didn’t know how you would react. Maybe by accident this needed to come out as I don’t want to lose you or hide things, I honestly do love you, and you are my best friend. Since I was young I have been turned on by well-endowed guys although I never really acted on it until college. You remember Andy, you met him once. He and I fooled around in college when we didn’t have girls to date. He didn’t have a super big cock but it was long and it was a turn on to me. I found that sometimes being with a guy was something I desired. None of this made me dislike women and when we met and as I still do, I loved you very much. But, my private sexuality maybe it is like a drug addict. I can’t let it go. I know you are going to be upset but I am telling you everything. I have met over the years with a few male escorts. I did this secretly to get that desire out of my system when it came and it is not constant. It hasn’t been often maybe 4 times in the 10 years of our marriage. Honey, I have always felt it was something about my desires and not about you or reducing one bit of my caring for you. If anything I have felt it has kept me close with you.”

I can’t help it but I saw Tom exposed when he was peeing on the trail and he is very large. After that when the 3 of us were walking he and I was chatting quite a bit. I tested the waters by joking about seeing his big penis and actually said that I was glad you didn’t see it or you would instantly divorce me. He laughed at that and he told me that girlfriend was actually from a sex website where they had met. He told me she was into well hung men and he also told me he liked variety. All this talk was happening when we all were hiking. I asked him about variety and he winked at me which I knew meant he was OK with guys. He at a later point said to me that he saw me staring and did I like what I saw? I told him I did and would like to see it again. If his camper wasn’t so small we would never have done anything out in the open. I am sorry that you saw us and I never wanted to hurt you. I don’t disrespect you at all and maybe that this secret I have been carrying now that it is out can help us be even closer. I have always wanted you to share in my experiences and be part of all my life. Would that upset you to do?”

There was a lot for me to process and of course there were more details of this conversation that just is too involved to completely describe. But, in one way I felt sorry for the pain my husband must have been experiencing with this secret. There still was some resentment, but all in all I felt some relief. “Come cuddle with me” I said and we got back into bed and just held each other for a while and then gently talked. I asked, “Do you enjoy sex with me?” “OH my God, yes, please don’t misunderstand of course I do.” What’s more now that I can share my other sexual side if you are my partner it will even increase our togetherness and my being me even more.” “You know Tom wants to fuck you too.” This idea sent a shiver through me of mixed emotion. I asked, “We would do this together?” My husband responded if you wanted or what about if Tom and I do oral and sex would you be a part of that too? I wasn’t sure but felt it was important at this moment in time to say Yes. My husband looked so happy and relieved that we kissed and made out like we were back on our honeymoon. After a while, my husband said, “Can we experiment with Tom and will you be OK with seeing me with him?” Yes, I want to be part of your life” I responded. Again he was so happy it made me happy and this time I shed a few tears of joy.

We got dressed and headed over to see Tom. His camper was too small for us to all sit inside so we walked and talked heading back to ours. We discussed everything and I said that I was not ready to have sex with Tom but would be fine otherwise participating if they wanted to do things as I wanted to watch. Tom didn’t seem to be upset with the fact I wasn’t going to have sex with him and I was slightly unsure why. Both Tom and my husband several times had to repeatedly check with me that everything that they did was OK with me. I equally repeated as long as I was part of it, this was fine, Brad is my husband.

When we got into our camper neither guy wasted any time getting undressed. Now it was one thing to see Tom’s penis from a distance it was another to see it up close. The difference in sizes was really amazing as when their two erect penises touched early on it was like one was twice as big as the other. Tom laid back and I watched with interest my husband doing oral on him. I took off my clothes in watching them and soon joined as Tom asked us to play with his cock together. It was fun and I loved the feeling of sharing Tom’s big penis and even more so the excitement it created with my husband. At one point I was doing oral on my husband and he was continuing to do oral on Tom. Then my husband had me join him again and we both sucked on Tom’s cock and balls. Quite honestly, Tom’s penis tasted really good which it never occurred to me that a penis had a taste. Maybe because it was so big, but we were having fun and I could understand a bit better why this would turn on a smaller sized man.

Suddenly, Tom moved and said OK, which I had no idea what he was saying “OK” about. My husband let go of his cock and turned over to face down and then lifted up on his knees. Oh my God I again thought, this was unexpected. Tom moved behind my husband and began to try inserting his huge penis into my husband. I couldn’t at first believe it; he was going to fuck my husband like a man fucks me! I just watched with complete fascination and softly said, “Don’t you need a condom? "Good Idea Tom said and lube it up if you can." I reached over by the bed for a lubricant we sometimes used and put a considerable amount on the condom and on Tom’s penis and did rub it which was fun to feel. Tom moved again behind my husband and slowly slipped his penis working it inside my husband’s backside. Watching it was again fascinating and even though I wasn’t sure what I was feeling, I was excited to be part of all of this. Tom’s big penis was eventually all inside which I marveled at and even at one point asked my husband if he was OK. He told me it felt really good and Tom started fucking my husband. Their sex was different than a man and a woman in their grunting and sort of maleness. As they really got into it, I surprised myself by getting behind Tom and grasped his big balls massaging them. Then as he was thrusting into my husband I felt like I had some control of his penis and actually holding his balls did some of the back and forth movement. Tom’s balls were way bigger than my husband and I loved the feeling they had and the look of them swinging if I accidently let go. I kept massaging them and a few times slipped my hand to rub the underside of Tom’s penis. It literally filled my hand. I kind of grabbed the bottom of his shaft and balls to continue my involvement and could feel Tom ejaculating which was a fun sensation. They both were moaning so much and when Tom withdrew I could see cum from underneath my husband’s penis so clearly he had ejaculated too. Unlike myself or woman I know, once they were done it was over and they got dressed. "Maybe next time, you might want to try that big cock of Tom's too," my husband said with a smile. I hadn't seen my husband so happy for a long time and after Tom left we cuddled some more and then took a nap. However, I did think about fucking Tom but had some doubts. But, what a day.
 

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We had one more day at the Joshua Tree Campground but to our surprise the next morning Tom was gone and the space now empty. It was disappointing to us both. I thought maybe it was good that he was gone because the decision for me to have sex with him (and at the time I was so unsure) now was removed. But, the entire experience obviously changed my husband and my marital relationship and quite frankly for the better. I realized that if I indulged his fantasies and desires that it would make him happy which in turn made me happy. If he was gay or bi in terms of sex it didn’t stop him and I from having sex. So, if I could make myself cool with his likes and open my mind then it would make us even closer. I decided that is exactly what a loving wife should do, not divorce or run away, but share and have that fun loving relationship. He had opened up to me and I was there to be part of his world.

One of the first things that changed in our personal sex life was him sometimes wanting me to use a strap on fake penis to fuck him. At first inwardly I was a bit uncomfortable but the pleasure he seemed to have and the appreciation he had toward me in doing so was wonderful. His past domineering or sometimes condescending attitude all but disappeared. I would tell him stories about guys with big dicksand then fucking him like I had one would get him so turned on that he would really pound me sexually even with his small penis. It was good.

I would say that about 6 months after our campground experience that my husband started discussing and fantasizing our meeting one of the male escorts to have a 3some. He said there was a guy he met a three times over a couple years named Mike who was also bi and actually his wife also was an escort. That seemed odd but it was evidently true as Brad showed me their ads. Now Mike was a very different man than my husband with multiple tattoos and a really buff body. And, although not as big as Tom's penis he still was huge as far as my experience. In fact, he might actually have had a longer penis than Tom but perhaps not as thick. Again I had mixed feelings but did really like the macho look of Mike. However, my biggest concern was disease. If Mike was an escort wouldn’t that increase the risk was my thinking. Brad said we should call Mike together and discuss with no obligations.

We didn’t’ make that call right away but several times Brad would have me play with his penis and share fantasy stories of our being with Mike together. I think my verbalizing these fantasies, which I was doing at first for Brad did start getting me more comfortable with the idea. I was also very curious to meet a man who had a profession of pleasing others because of having a large penis and a certain look. One day we finally called Mike together. Brad reminded Mike of who he was and explained that his wife was a willing participant but had some questions. I was honestly at first embarrassed to talk to Mike but he clearly was a professional as he put me at ease. He explained how he maintained a very safe sexual practice, that he enjoyed men and women equally (which I was learning in this bi/gay world was evidently not that abnormal) and he was gifted not only in size but stamina. I must say after speaking with him I was intrigued. It still took a week or two before I would agree to meet and my husband made it known there was a payment but kept what the amount for this would be secret from me.

Mike visited us and I was pleasantly surprised that despite that rough biker look he had in his online pictures, he was a very friendly and educated man. He discussed being in the marines, his background, how guys would comment on his “big dick” and how he eventually got into escorting. He explained to me that if more women were involved he would love it but 90% of the time it was men. He seemed honest because he shared the money he made but also of course he got the benefits of the pleasure too. Brad asked him did it ever really matter to him about his having a much smaller penis. Mike laughed and said it didn’t faze him nor did people’s looks, build, etc. He added as long as they were clean and decently behaved he enjoyed as he said, “Giving them a big dick experience.” At this point I was accepting of the situation and honestly turned on. He was really well built and when Brad started removing his clothes; Mike quickly did so as well. I moved to the side as Brad began sucking on Mike’s dick and I just watched. This went on for a couple minutes and then Mike looked over at me and said do you want to get comfortable as well. I stood up amd got undressed. Mike suggested I lay face down on our bed and he would start by giving me a massage. That sounded fine to me except I couldn’t see much being face down.

I felt Mike behind me and he took my legs and spread them apart and got on his knees between them and I felt his hands massaging my back and neck. As he moved his hands up to my upper body and head, I felt his penis and balls on my backside and it was a pleasant sensation as they kind of rubbed me there as he moved about. Meanwhile, my husband was evidently behind or to the side of Mike and was either massaging him or a couple times I felt my husband’s hands on my backside and then Mike’s penis rub against me. So it was my husband touching Mike and using Mike’s penis to massage me. At this point I was fine and relaxed and actually for a minute of two was so relaxed I nearly fell asleep. Mike then moved to my side and took my hand and placed it on his now erect penis. I couldn’t see it yet but slowly slid my hand up and down the shaft realizing it was quite long. My husband when I would do this pretty much my hand would cover the entire shaft and part of the head of his penis. But, with Mike my hand could slide to the base and it felt like I could use 3 hands and still have some of the head uncovered. The next thing I felt was a finger slide in my pussy. Was it Mike or my husband I wasn’t sure? After a few minutes I wanted to know so I turned over and it was Mike’s hand as my husband was again sucking Mike’s penis. Now Mike turned to me and I got a good look at his penis. It was as long as it felt but what initially got my attention was how white it appeared. Unlike others you didn’t see veins so much and it was like a piece of white marble. I looked up at Mike and said, “You have a beautiful penis” and it was. It was really long, decent thickness, but again like a round marble with the head being slightly larger than the rest of it. I began jacking him and then took my husband in my other hand and they moved closer to where they were almost touching. OK, the size difference and even the appearance and color were almost like night and day. I do love my husband but he was considerable smaller than Mike and definitely Mike had a superior body, physique, and penis. For a moment I actually tried to suck them both but unlike a couple porno’s I had seen this was difficult to do. I was very turned on.

It was now time and Mike slipped on a condom. But, what was really fun was Brad asked if he could hold Mike’s penis and put it inside me. I got on my back and Mike got on his knees and Brad held Mike’s penis and moved it up and down on the outer part of my vagina. Brad did this a bit longer than I wanted and Brad kept joking “You want it, you want it”, and so on. “Yes I actually said getting annoyed and then suddenly Mike pushed forward going instantly deeper than I had ever felt before. Guess what? It felt awesome. The long size almost instantly had me in wonderful sensations and as Mike worked it back and forth I have to admit that a big penis really felt much different. In fact, I can’t fully describe it but there were sensations inside that were very pleasurable and different. Mike moved my legs around his back and began fucking me with more effort and I was feeling wonderful. Brad starting alternating massaging my clit and wrapping his hand around or touching Mike’s penis. Brad asked me how I felt with that big dick inside me (using those words as in his voice he was obviously extremely turned on as well) and I tried to answer but Mike was literally taking my breath away.

Brad got up on his knees and I was a bit surprised that Mike began sucking my husband’s penis. I remember being turned on but also like wow even a macho hung guy like Mike can be bi. In fact, despite my husband’s much smaller penis, Mike seemed into sucking him as enthusiastically as Brad had on both Tom and Mike. Being part of this was too much and with Mike slowing down and pressing that long penis so deep to the back of my pussy I literally saw stars and came with a lot of emotion. That must have done it for Brad as he was cumming with Mike sucking him. Mike was still fucking me and I was fascinated that he was doing this and yet swallowing my husband’s cum A moment later Mike started fucking me really hard, harder than I have ever felt and gave a loud groan and announced he was cumming and although I didn’t’ have a second orgasm I came damn close with how much his length was pressing in me. He quickly withdrew and it was the first time I ever had a sensation of emptiness down there. Mike got up and headed to the bathroom and the only thing that kind of was a turn-off was I heard him spitting and then gargling. He came out and his penis had retracted quite a bit so it was still with some length but you would never have guessed it would end up as big as it was. I saw my husband hand him an envelope and Mike promptly got dressed, gave us both a hug and left. My husband gave me a big kiss and we were done for the night. It was a great experience and I was glad that I was sharing all of it with my husband as he was with me. It is what is called Marriage. And we are fully accepting of each other and happy. Plus, I am sure we will do this again. I certainly enjoyed the much bigger penis too.