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Here's the basics:
My ex 'found' me on a Myspace-like site. My (ex) girlfriend was also on it. She started telling my gf lies and painting me as a cheater and a nasty piece of work who only uses girls for sex. I hope there are SOME here that don't believe that.
Anyway that caused some roughness in our road. Then, Sunday (I stayed over at my girlfriend's on Saturday) was the second worst day of my life. We woke up, she didn't want to be touched or kissed as usual (usual for morning afters anyway) and was very distant. So I was distant and wasn't very happy. I left and waited for an hour for a train. No train. Waited another half hour in the freezing cold for a bus. Eventually got home.
She said she never wanted to see me again. Then later she said she was still in love with her ex. Her ex always texts her and got her flowers and all sorts for her birthday.
I, because I really cared about this girl more than I've cared about anyone else (isn't that always the case?) was very hurt by this and thought that was the end. In a rage(ing) depression I started talking to my ex again. I don't fancy her or anything so I just started talking about sex and stupid horny things...which repulsed me at the time and repulse me even more now.
Tonight, my ex said she didn't mean it when she said she loved her ex and wanted to see me etc etc. I lit up on the inside. But then my (other, evil) ex told her about last night. And so that's it now. I know what I did was foolish and there was no meaning or sense in it...but am I really a bad person after she made me think it was over?
I'm really sad now, because I really cared and still care about my (most recent) ex. I hate my other ex.
I'm not coming back here either (at least for a LONG time), this site was an issue in the breakup and I need to sort my life out tbh. Just really to say bye, and soften the blow...I thought I was a good person and I know I was a stupid person but sometimes I'm so weak...
Bye everyone. Jeff Black, Pecker, Mercurial, DudePiston, et al.
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My ex 'found' me on a Myspace-like site. My (ex) girlfriend was also on it. She started telling my gf lies and painting me as a cheater and a nasty piece of work who only uses girls for sex. I hope there are SOME here that don't believe that.
Anyway that caused some roughness in our road. Then, Sunday (I stayed over at my girlfriend's on Saturday) was the second worst day of my life. We woke up, she didn't want to be touched or kissed as usual (usual for morning afters anyway) and was very distant. So I was distant and wasn't very happy. I left and waited for an hour for a train. No train. Waited another half hour in the freezing cold for a bus. Eventually got home.
She said she never wanted to see me again. Then later she said she was still in love with her ex. Her ex always texts her and got her flowers and all sorts for her birthday.
I, because I really cared about this girl more than I've cared about anyone else (isn't that always the case?) was very hurt by this and thought that was the end. In a rage(ing) depression I started talking to my ex again. I don't fancy her or anything so I just started talking about sex and stupid horny things...which repulsed me at the time and repulse me even more now.
Tonight, my ex said she didn't mean it when she said she loved her ex and wanted to see me etc etc. I lit up on the inside. But then my (other, evil) ex told her about last night. And so that's it now. I know what I did was foolish and there was no meaning or sense in it...but am I really a bad person after she made me think it was over?
I'm really sad now, because I really cared and still care about my (most recent) ex. I hate my other ex.
I'm not coming back here either (at least for a LONG time), this site was an issue in the breakup and I need to sort my life out tbh. Just really to say bye, and soften the blow...I thought I was a good person and I know I was a stupid person but sometimes I'm so weak...
Bye everyone. Jeff Black, Pecker, Mercurial, DudePiston, et al.
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