In the very beginning of my porno escapades at a tender young age, porn was one of my biggest sexual pleasures beyond physicality. If I had a girlfriend, I could watch, if i didnt, even better to help get through the times I didnt.
As Ive become older, by that I mean close to 25, and learning to truly see the world for what it is and all its glory. Ive come to realize that seeing women on the street and reallllly, i mean reeeeally wanting to hook up/fuck/ whatever you so choose that day is a much bigger turn on than being able to open the tube to the plethora of many hot sex scenes.
I can watch any fucking fetish I want in a searchs time, but I will never have that married woman in the super market. Or the girl at the beach rubbing sunscreen on her perfect boobies thru her bathing suit so close to exposing what im sure are those perfect nipples. I mean sure, here and there you will meet the one that you want to fuck, but when they come left and right, and again out of left field, you come to the realistc conclusion that it is impossible to get with the same amount of women in real life, that you can in porn.
Long gone are the days when I can get that rock hard boner watching porn as i can being with a new woman. No longer are my orgasms nearly as intense with the perfect one on screen as they were off screen. No longer do the "upscale" pornstars turn me on more than the amateurs. The line is now the same in that regard.
The problem: Porn leaves nothing to the imagination, and that is final. There is no way to sugar coat this feeling, and i must learn to accept it
id like to give the much deserved credit to the women out there making my day with their beautiful beauty. And also to the men or women for that matter, who have the opportunity to have the one that i once coveted in my mind. you guys rock, my socks that is.
goodnite..
i will probably hit the tube an hour from now
As Ive become older, by that I mean close to 25, and learning to truly see the world for what it is and all its glory. Ive come to realize that seeing women on the street and reallllly, i mean reeeeally wanting to hook up/fuck/ whatever you so choose that day is a much bigger turn on than being able to open the tube to the plethora of many hot sex scenes.
I can watch any fucking fetish I want in a searchs time, but I will never have that married woman in the super market. Or the girl at the beach rubbing sunscreen on her perfect boobies thru her bathing suit so close to exposing what im sure are those perfect nipples. I mean sure, here and there you will meet the one that you want to fuck, but when they come left and right, and again out of left field, you come to the realistc conclusion that it is impossible to get with the same amount of women in real life, that you can in porn.
Long gone are the days when I can get that rock hard boner watching porn as i can being with a new woman. No longer are my orgasms nearly as intense with the perfect one on screen as they were off screen. No longer do the "upscale" pornstars turn me on more than the amateurs. The line is now the same in that regard.
The problem: Porn leaves nothing to the imagination, and that is final. There is no way to sugar coat this feeling, and i must learn to accept it
id like to give the much deserved credit to the women out there making my day with their beautiful beauty. And also to the men or women for that matter, who have the opportunity to have the one that i once coveted in my mind. you guys rock, my socks that is.
goodnite..
i will probably hit the tube an hour from now
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